8eight - Without a heart

Apeudago malhamyeon jeongmal apeul geot gataseo
If I say that I’m in pain, I’m scared that I’ll really be in pain
Seulpeudago malhamyeon nunmuri nal geot gataseo
If I say that I’m sad, I’m scared that I will shed my tears
Geunyang utji geunyang utji geunyang utji
Why don’t I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh…
Geureonde saramdeuri wae unyago mureo
But people ask me why I’m crying…

Maeireul uldaga utdaga uldaga utneungeol banbokhae
Everyday I cry, I smile, cry then smile again
Na wae ireoneunde
What’s wrong with me, why do I do this repeatedly?
Suri surinji babinjido moreuneun chae sara
Can’t differentiate between bottles of alcohol and meals
I jeongdo apeumeun tonggwa uiryein deut hae
So far in my life, I never felt pain this excruciating
Meonghani jongie nado mollae ni ireumman jeogeo haru oen jongil
Absentmindedly, I write your name over and over on a piece of paper
Jongiga sikeomaejigoseoya peneul nwa
In a day, the paper becomes black and I finally let the pen go
Neo geuriwo tto haendeuponeul deureotda nwa
I long for you, I hold on to my cellphone and let it go
Nunmuri tto chajawa neowaui ibyeoriran
my eyes are filling up with tears again, this separation between us..

Naneun simjangi eobseo naneun simjangi eobseo
I’m without a heart, I don’t have a heart
Geuraeseo apeun geol neukkilli eobseo
So I wouldn’t be feeling pain
Maeil honjatmareul hae naege jumuneul georeo
Everyday I talk to myself, and put myself under a spell
Geuraedo jakku nunmuri naneun geol
But even so, I keep shedding my tears

Apeudago malhamyeon jeongmal apeul geot gataseo
If I say that I’m in pain, I’m scared that I’ll really be in pain
Seulpeudago malhamyeon nunmuri nal geot gataseo
If I say that I’m sad, I’m scared that I will shed my tears
Geunyang utji geunyang utji geunyang utji
Why don’t I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
Geureonde saramdeuri wae unyago mureo ireoke utneunde
But people ask me why I’m crying,when I’m laughing like this

Niga tteonagobuteo nan baboga doen geot gateo
After you left, I think I became a fool
I can’t do amugeotdo jugeora bangguseoge bakhyeo sareo
I can’t do, I can’t do anything, so I die.
Neo eobsin hal ildo eomneunde harun gireo neomu gireo
I shove myself into a corner and live
Geunde mwo geuri bappeo neol oeropge haesseo
Without you there’s nothing left to do A day is too long, way too long
Niga syoping gaja geureol ttae chinguwa sul hanjan masineun geon geureoke
But what was I busy with, to make you feel so lonely,
when you wanted to go shopping, going out with my friends
Swiunde wae neohanten motaesseulkka
was so easy, but why couldn’t I do the same to you?
Eonjena jeil neurin ge huhoeraenneunde
I always regretted being so slow,
Jeongmal babonji kkeutkkaji neowaui kkeuneul nochi motae
I don’t know if I’m really stupid, but I still can’t let go of our bond.

Naneun simjangi eobseo naneun simjangi eobseo
I’m without a heart, I don’t have a heart
Oneuldo ppeonhan geojitmareul hae
Again today, I can see through your lies
Gaseumi neom apeunde ireoke bochaeneunde
My heart is in so much pain, I’m begging for your help
Eotteoke useul suga itgesseo
How can I smile in times like this?

Apeudago malhamyeon jeongmal apeul geot gataseo
If I say that I’m in pain, I’m scared that I’ll really be in pain
Seulpeudago malhamyeon nunmuri nal geot gataseo
If I say that I’m sad, I’m scared that I will shed my tears
Geunyang utji geunyang utji geunyang utji
Why don’t I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
Geureonde saramdeuri wae unyago mureo ireoke utneunde
But people ask me why I’m crying,when I’m laughing like this

(Utja) TVsok yeonyeindeulcheoreom
(let’s smile) like couples in dramas
(Utja) neoui minihompi jemokcheoreom
(let’s smile) like the title of your blog
(Utja) haengbokhaetdeon nae eojecheoreom
(let’s smile) happy like in my past

Naneun simjangi eobseo apeul suga nan eobseo
I’m without a heart, I can’t be in pain
Naneun simjangi eobseo apeul suga nan eobseo
I’m without a heart, I can’t be in pain
Geunyang utja geunyang utja geunyang utja
Let’s just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
Jebal jom nunmura ijeneun meomchwojwo
Please, please let’s stop crying now…