well.. days over..

short one today coz im tired..

lesson wise ENtERPRISE SUCKS

ALP wise ITS FUCKING FUn !!! woots.. tiring....

tmr wed which is science...dun feel like going but thx to ut i haf to go =.=
well aniway slping soon bye...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:57 PM

SO LONG SINCE I HAD MY FAV ICE CREAM! lol raspberry ripple~ whooo(thurs/fri cant rmb)


HUDA AND HER card tower...(thurs/ fri cant rmb)


ahhh!!! JUSTIN, ur cyclops $2 notes... nice haha(fri)


ice cream from Ganthi( cog faci gave to the klass) mine is MOO!! i ate a 2nd one lol...


well cont blogging ltr.. when im done Rj-ing~

well 1135 pm.. done wif rj ~ cool ... wad so cool bout that... =.=
well din know rj is until 7am anways hackcare...
today was soso... din really talk much in klass... during meetings and stuff even presentation ,, its like i din even present... well cant do much...

1st break was early so i sorta listen to music... check outlook.. saw conservation email about GR helper which i am one of them... haha den Yj sent use tell use leave klass early den AMY n rachel was like telling us nt wise to do that and stuff.. so i decided to disturb .. so i reply to everyone SO we leave early or not?....
in the end everyone was like replying here and there i was laughing coz its like so funny about wad i oso duno.. juz fun and funny lol...YJ would know wad i mean..

friday 1 aug got talk i wanna go... 5-7... service learning talk... interested sia.. lol wadeva.. who is too? tell mi join mi ...

den 1st break go eat at w4(usual place) coz fit wanna see his PS... so i ate chicken chop...
aft eating go back klass , 2nd meeting worksheet... done and din talk at all.. ganthi was like wad do u haf to say? ani question u wanna say?... i was like err and so on.. wadeva...
den 2nd break... did nothing coz today use video....

aft duno how long go eat at Fca(E1) den ate ayam penyet... and i like so not gonna eat chicken for sometime.. which is like so fake....
aft that go back klass watc abit of spiderwick chronicle den listen to jolin telling bout presentation...
den 3rd meeting .. which sucks.. coz i din talk.. but ganthi came in wif... icecream for all muahaha.... den i at moo~ aft that another cone moo agian ... thats for helping ganthi take audio wire... well... anithing...
den aft presentation i din talk much duno y well hack care...
den aft everything... wait for fish den go for GR.. went W4A meet WH and one more guy den jasper... den carry on wif prog.... dry run of whole thing... kinda suck coz 1st ... clue 8722... mi and ys was like ... wtf~ untill jasper told us is TRCC... we din think of it...
2nd clue.. go find someone at lawn..w4... den answer qn... which are stupid... den
3rd clue another set of numbers: 4872 wtf hate this kind of clue... wad is it?. ITRC and i was right... wad happened? we spend like a long time looking for that person which was at?! argora hal escaltor... =.=....challenge? count the number of stair on the escalator>! F U answer 98 =.= like i really counted.. i agaga say 97 den she say 98 well fine
4th clue..: a big 3 wif lot of E6 inside... well went to E6lvl 3 loking for that person and cannt find again .. den die... din know she at the escalator again .. well conservation ppl like escalator alot ar?....
5th W1 lvl 2 foosball there... go there cannt find again Y? that person playing foosball how we know is him WTF!!!
den aft that 6th clue which is WH' place which we know where but stop liao coz too late...

den debrief wait for Yj den mi wh YJ go eat at TRCC...
den walk to mrt i trained hme they to yishun .. yup thats al bye..=) TC all

TMR IS ALP!! ARR LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.. W24D LETS HAVE FUN AT ALP WOOTS...
=D

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
11:10 PM

Paramore -My Heart


I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:28 PM

juz happen to wan to update blog? and maybe link ppl up too...
watchin contender now~ nice....

ya this week...
monday nig bdae... happy bdae.
aft skool meet bros go botak jones eat...
chatted and go home...

tues.. nth much juz hate suck ups..

wed mirah bdae~ happy bdae
bought her rootbeer haha....
den aft that meet the yk nig cheryl go home...

thurs.. today
computing. kinda suck coz im still stressing...
nvm used to it...
hope john wayne wins lol random comment lol...
den aft skool recording fit;s singing for PS... haha
den meet yk nig n sim for dinner
den chated at park... den yk left early den we chatted den rain .. den talk talk tlak until damn sian walk in rain to lot 1 and cabbed ome nig pay haha
thx....

round one juz ended for contender
nice round haha...

cont watchin contender... thats all bye.. tc all
going to update my link ... coz that himesame that tagged bug mi to link her...LOL haha

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:47 PM

maybe i shld get back to blogging...
but plain lazy... olweas the one and only reason

gotta do some tidying of my blog... i guess.. links n everything
changing blogsong...



back to this week...
or maybe last week?
last week so called the cant slp well week for mi?..
even this week oso the same thing.....

lst thurs was fun... klass played the Emperor... sorta like true or dare.. but juz the dare part...
details hmmm secret... wanna know? join W24D


last week friday went frenz nite out wif zul, fitri, armin n maria
wasnt really close to them except zul n fit... coz same class...
when walking around bugis... while i looked at shirts that i wanna buy, zul look for bag/ shoes....
den aft all the long walks we headed to mac to do rj....
type very long... now my rjs... for culture will be long... muz be.. inorder to get A
den the nxt day saturday went for homecoming meet wif frenz n everything.... listen to the speech of betty chow... n crap... sure do miss part of WWSS but not the current state now its like shit....


after that bros outing ,went for steamboat at AMK... had fun ... eating non stop... im like chewing on that sotong thingy or wad i oso duno juzlike to eat that and chew.. was playing wif chopstick...(learning how to use it properly)
eat from 6+pm to 9+ i think or later den... we left... go ip zone ... den after that all damn tired den go home... so to say thats was a fun day .... been long since i had one...

this week...
monday was ok?... cognitive.. got B
2nd break 2pm go causeway... reach causeway at 215 den buy things cab back on taxi...4 dollars the most... den we stroll back den reach at 236++ i think.. den was like sorri to the whole klass but the klass oso nvm de haha faci oso ...
was eating egg tarts during presentation of other grps... and its nice.. haha

tuesdays was oso ok... got B oso
aft skool went dinner wif zul,fit, justin,huda and mirah at causeway
but i had to leave early to for movies.. wif yk,nig,cheryl and sim
aft that go home

wednesday was science... tiring day to say i hate bio-chem to the core...
got A aniways.... whole klass got one grade higher coz of klass's good performance
aft that went tamp mall wif zul,fit and armin to buy zul's new bag.... Dickies.white stars bag....
science 8A down^^

thurs computing
last of programming
was good.... slack day but still stress for mi coz im olweas the one doing...vb code...
got A too
computin oso 8A down... haha
aft skool go foosball... ray ask mi go back ...aniway i wanted to ...
den played till 7 zul called.. told mi they done wif ig.. so i left...
foosball was fun .. as usual....
training nxt week during breaks...
den aft meet zul den go cck take bus home den go bathe n everything...
den watch america next top model which i end up not watchin it i think...
den waited for contender to start ... watch liao den slp which was 12 am slp.....
which mean nxt day i die...

friday culture. which was ytd....
hmmm started the day tired coz i slpt at 12... den keep waking up aft a few hrs.. like usual.. been this way for some time.. 2 weeks?....
den 1st meeting.. was sitting there like idoit staring at my lappy...
din go board write aniting...
1st break den do my qn assign den i go eat wif zul ,fir, huda,hy,mirah,justin...
at FCA(E1) den aft that go back klass...
2nd meeting nth much to do oso... faci say juz carry on doing ppt...
den ok loh do dodo do until 230 den 4gt to eat... sianz...
den no choice aft skool wanted to go home straight but den join zul fit mi justin armin maria and one more guy... in the end.. coz i nth to do oso...
take traing to cityhall.. saw faci on the train too haha...
go marina square eat... eat liao den go mac do rj,.....
finish rj go meet 1 more gal duno who oso... den go esplanade which i din really wanna go.... but in the end ... fit ask mi join.. den sian. nvm join lah since i haven been there for a long time... walk walk walk... to esplanade there under the highway .. saw the places where she took her pics... imagined .. the pics in my head...
den smiled.. and carry on walkin... cant feel sad thou i am...
walk to the end den kena block coz wanna go singapore flyer there see see de...end up sitting at some place.. looking at the waters... lol and looking at mandarin oreintal hotel ... nice hotell to work at... reminds mi of that cute gal mi n fern saw... on the 1st day of work....
lol drop that i got someone in my heart now....
she will stay 4eva...
den stay there talk... wait ,listen to music played there... till 10+ den took bus home where mi n zul haf to leave the others coz we are west-siders.... den took 106... to somewhere near dover... which we reach ar 1120+ and waited till 1140+ and found out we miss the last bus for 185... sad... we sat there like kuku birds....
den no choice take cab ... the meter jump so fast like no tmr.... den lucky... reach WWSS there juz nice 1010 the amount we have got ... den walk home.... frm there...
den i walk home alone den juz nice got 243 den take home.
reach home bathed....
on com...
and started emailing.. her...
den after that slp loh...

today?...
whole day rot at home.... thats all i know..
coz i dun wanna be aniwhere... not outside... no even home.. but cant help dun wan be outside.. oni can stay home... how i hope i can be somewhere no one can find mi...

thats all..
my mind is filled wif nothing but her i guess....
tried to sort out my mind but cant.. coz its too tiring...
and im extremely tired...
like no tmr?...
haiz.. nvm

bye tc lyrics below...

YUI – Oh My God

Ayamatte shimaeba ii
Nando mo kangaeta kedo

Honto no jibun ga kitto
Boku no koto utagatte shimau yo

Yoake no sora wa nemu sou ni
Nige okureta hoshi o kakusu
Kotoba mo naku

Jinsei nante aimai da
Sasai na surechigai dake de

Oh My God
Kimagure nanda

Yorokobaretari
Okorasetari

ah ah…

Byoudou nanka janai yo
Kizuiteiru hazu na no ni

Onaji koto shite cha dame datte
Dare mo oshiete wa kurenai ne

Atarashii deai no naka de
Sayonara o kurikaeshiteiru
Namida mo naku

Jinsei nante aimai da
Sasai na surechigai dake de

Oh My God
Kimagure nanda
Keisan wa dekinai

Dakedo jinsei ni kitai shiteiru
Omoi wa itsuka tsunagatte kuru

Oh My God
Kimagure nanda

Nai tari
Warattari shite sa…

ah ah…

Oh My God [translation]

As long as I apologize it will be fine
Thought about it countless times

My true self will definitely
Doubt myself

The dawn sky is sleepily
Hiding the stars which failed to escape on time
Without a word

Life is never definite
Marked only by little instances of brushing of the shoulders

Oh My God
It’s totally capricious
Happy at times
Angry at other times

ah ah

There isn’t anything like equality
Should have figured this out long ago

Can’t do the same things repeatedly
And no one’s about to enlighten me

In all of my new encounters
‘Goodbye’ simply replays
Without even a tear

Life is never definite
Marked only by little instances of brushing of the shoulders

Oh My God
It’s totally capricious
Unable to be calculated

But I still possess hope in life
My thoughts will definitely be heard someday

Oh My God
It’s totally capricious
Crying at times
And laughing at other times…

ah ah


source: http://yui-lover.com/index.php?act=ST&f=6&t=7129

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
4:03 PM

hmms been long since i blogged...
but really no mood these few days i guessed
other den things that i dun wanna say
den its juz that im tired... not physically but mentally...
ytd haf this feeling when i walked home y am i feeling more tired by each step?.. as if im gonna drop dead anitime... and today its even worse... even in klass i find everything is like getting more blurry and darker....

i know im not goona hold long soon... but i will try to coz i promised to wait...
and i haf to if not i would be gone from this world once and for all...


tired.. and really am tired...
end here am exhausted...

Be is as long as u will take,
i will still wait.
coz u are my one and only
dearest

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im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:56 PM