can someone tel mi to sleep?i juz cant slp leh how????erm...juz dunno wad to say lor ytd was saddenin .... a few bros thank u the rest thank u 4 bein my bro hehe .....i mean the 7+zilong .... now im V confused cox i juz dunno im awake or feeling sleepy?i cant slp ytd lied on mi bed 4 45 mins if i didnt remember wrongly starin into blank space thinkin of her......... yesterday was kinda a socalled to mi frank day?eh nth actually.......Currently listenin to Busted-Losing you..........................i really V afraid of losing u......Lyrics
yeah
sitting here alone thinking it through trying to convince myself that i'm
not losing you,
or can't you just forget the things i said
i was angry at the time but now i cleared my head
it was so strong, where did it all go wrong
**
so tell me why, i'm swimming against the tide
and i'm praying for a lifeline, cos i'm
losing you
so tell me why, you took care enough to try
are you giving up this fight, i can't stand,
wont stand, losing you
you don't have to say a word its in your eyes
what can i do to convince you we need more time
and i know i may have made a few mistakes
but losing you is just too much for me to take
it was so strong, where did it all go wrong**
so tell me why, i'm swimming against the tide
and i'm praying for a lifeline, cos i'm
losing you
so tell me why, you took care enough to try
are you giving up this fight, i can't stand,
wont stand, losing you
so tell me what to say
because i need, a chance to change
and i wont let you walk away
so tell me why, i'm swimming against the tide
and i'm praying for a lifeline, cos i'm
losing you
so tell me why, you took care enough to try
are you giving up this fight, i can't stand,
so tell me why, i'm swimming against the tide
and i'm praying for a lifeline, cos i'm
losing you
wont stand, losing you
wont stand, losing you
wont stand, losing you
wont stand, losing you
i wont stand, losing you
END
i really wont stand losing u
im
HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:12 AM
PLZ im really V helpless now ..........
its real really realy not i went offline plzzz
darling
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im
HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
5:19 PM
U gt it all wrong plz listen here.....
its wasnt wad u thought .......... u didnt wanna listen fine i juz type it here.....
my computer restarted and u tot den i purposely went offline ............. ok now i damn not happy again but i m controllin ..........my hands damn cold meanin i the problem i haf in primary six i coming back Very VERY soon it will go into a super numb state i juz dunno y my eye are really red i mean i going into a hell mood oh shyt.........................
i cant type ani more im done...
up to u to believe u said nt goin to see mi eh?
BYE im damn numb now shyt argh!!!!!!!!!! sorri
im
HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
4:45 PM
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Feel like killing myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Juz wad is happening to mi i juz dun even haf mood to tok or... maybe ....maybe i juz jealous?
of wad? i juz V sorri of how i treated u Darling really V sorri im juz haix ......... really not in the mood guess i juz dunno wad to say but juz oni sorri 4 the coldness i gave u really V sorri ...... i regret that .....
Dun worry i will be fine V soon i juz need to blast music into my ears i will really be fine and wont blast music to my ears again le .......................
im
HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
3:35 PM
hehe......i am so happy to haf be able to go outon tues... went out wif ZL , nelson , shu hui and dar....went to Arena to bowl... meet at 2pmwnd out bout 3 den went to take bus 193 there waited 4 Sh and zl .... sh came at bout 2.30pm zl came at 3.30 i thinkden while waitin 4 zl we were at the arcade of Arena to kill time he was damn slow juz cox of goin home to bath aft basketball competition (thats wad sh told us) hoow come she know so much ...? actually i also know juz dun wan say V bad rite haha.....den sh play the machine that colin and mi play that game she won a baby minnie damn cute lor.....nelson play 1 last coin on the so called"dream catcher" machine............. aft that all 4 of us play the dunno wad pix game.... spot the error that 1 that machine so many girl pix mi and nelson keep hafin eye sore cox the creator shld be a pervet thats wad we think.......den aft zl reached erm... he wore like cowboy/ or maybe 90 century i think haha joking onithey gt that dunno wad student package 3 games and apair of shoes each and 1 of their milkshakefor $6 the price 4 game + shoes quite acceptable la but den the drink sux lor but juz drink la ....its watermelon we decided to play team mi wif zl den sh wif nel in the end a close call mi and zl won by 4 points oni but its juz a game rite y care so much haha ......aft that went back to arcade to play same old games but zl still play the game he ALWAYS play KOF!!!!!! u not sian 1 izzit....? okok den aft that mi and dar and zl went to cck zl went to cck but i alight at the busstop dar also alight den took bus home i rushing 4 time or else will get kill by parents le ..... den reach hme V tired tot i was going to fall sick but is was juz exhaustion i wasnt hoping to get sick of cox i dun want her worry too much END for TUESAs 4 YTD i stay at home whole day except 4 the trip i made to buy meal damn busy but i dun mind cox i go out den gt more privacy to tok to her le but dunno y i keep making stupids sounds juz becox i'm bored hah den played wif her on msn the Hexic den "bullied her" juz like i did today its pure luck Darling... i teach u more secert nxt time k?
take care
im
HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:55 AM
