hmmm guess oni a few of u know wads happenin bahxx
i kinda confused and really V confused guess all i haf to do is wait 4 tml bahx that all i can do guess the final thing is done bahx i rally think so maybe not i not sure but its juz mystery all along colder and colder hands juz come everyday i mean hand juz grow colder each day guess the devil will be out soon guess all i haf to write is this den all let something decides ... are there really so much that i dunno and i really dunno guess i haf to find out all myself bahx
take care peepx all i haf is this.... its its like this i gonna do thing i dun really 1 and dun want to....
im
HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
8:08 PM
Wooohooo NDP PREVIEW's OVer!!!!!!!went to skool 4 drill com practise hmm kinda ok i think? still got hope now
erm juz gonna say the food ytd juz sux luch fish burger den the fish so hard bread so tough wedges so tastelesss had luch of this<<<< den i msg shan bro den 1st msg was shaun den other 2 was her's den kinda happy lor den i was talkin to Ben one of the more close fren in NDP... den iat 3.40 forced to eat ice cream ehich is mocca sux and nonya kaya roll which is dry but still ok la.... den 1hr ltr DINNER!!! ARGH SO FULLL den the KFC sux lor aniway i hate kfc BTW... den shroom burger wifout shroom whipped potato which is tasteless den drumstick which is the oni 1 i finish cox shrooms i bite 1 mouth den wrapped up le den potato i ate a few mouth den also dun want eat le den den changed to Full U den msged bro ,Sls and her to haf fun den we were watchin chior performance and nahua performances den we left SIS(singapore indoor stadium) 4 preview walked to gate 1 den turn walk outside to gate 3 on the way say her i saw her 1st glance den mel(mama thats wad i call her) n syidah wavin to mi den i was like huh? cox i was the oni 1 there that know them and the oni 1 wavin den teng yong call mi den i look at her again.. will i be the last glance hope not den carry on talkin to ben den sit there waiting 4 the P&C to start den ..... all the same stuff till forgin out!!!!! band made a mistake of hittin the double bass to early cox the GOH last contingent haven mached out totally den row B and C dunn wad to do den the 2nd bass den we turn den 2rd we run GG and GB block when earlier loh but its ok overall still quite ok la the parade....den was dismissed V early den i actually wanted to wait 4 JJ jacklyn and sya (duaghter) 1 den still gt like 3 hr doin nth so i went hme reach hme bout 10.30 den i bath play awhile den boom nites....ltr still gt tuition at 3 sian can i nt haf tuition..? but its cox of tuition thats y my math and phy went up ... bye
take care peepx....thx bro and jacklyn 4 the talk on friday....
im
HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:23 AM
Today juz its not my day i think...
i juz to tired den its like i juz cant concentrate lor .... durin geog test i juz keep gettin distracted by thinkin of the card i mean the content lor... aft test i start writing den i wrote and wrote till i almost break down cox today already very sad cox of thailand trip thing den .. haix dun wan say la....
i placed the card under her story book wonder she saw that?... it juz izzit wad i was meant to be lor camp period was still ok but as days go i start to feel sick and its liek 2nd day aft dinner den i felt extremely sick den i wanted to vomit den suddenly yong yi , jh,jared,jj and shaun ,michelle gather around mi den i really went to vomit and its everything out den i went back to MPH den she saked mi i ok anot den i say i ok but that time really was ok le den nth happen aft that...
i not in mood to update maybe ltr bahx
im
HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
5:12 PM
guess its juz normal... thingz are nt alweas perfect...... debating class juz sux... nvm its better den geog lesson....been thinkin of u almost every moment i been thinkin deeply bout u and thingz that happen haiz...u walked pass my klass look into my class at bout the front door there if im nt wrong u looked in bout 4 times or 5..... last time u look in was when u left ur klass and im hafin debatin klass... u didnt see mi cox i was blocked by jh... we didnt tok today at all ... i dunno y i didnt i oni looked at u and smiled mayeb cox i dun want miss JC to see u wif mi bahx but the fact is i dun care bout her ... today wasnt a very good day cox wifout u i juz cant take a bigger step le i told myself i cant eat too much or i will vomit and i figured out that i was alweas to full when i vomitted till ytd nite i finish dinner (not all oni half) and i didnt vomit... ytd u said ur bro's call came so haf to hang and i waited frm bout 9 to 11 and no call i guessed ur dad reached home le bahx i dun mind cox i made mi think of the moments we had together cox i was listenin to moments by westlife lyrics belowi cant live wif u nt by my side.....MOMENT
If i die tonight,
I'd go with no regrets,
If it's in your arms,
I know that i was blessed,
And if your eyes,
are the last thing that i see,
Then i know the beauty heaven holds for me,
But if i make it through,
If i live to see the day,
If i'm with you,
I'll know just what to say,
the truth be told,
Girl, you take my breath away,
every minute, every hour, every day,
Cause every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,
A moment in time,
is all that's given you and me,
A moment in time,
and it's something you should seize,
So i won't make,(i won't make)
the mistake of letting go,
Everyday you're here,
i'm gonna let you know,
That every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,
Each morning that i get up,
(each morning i'll wait),
I love you more than ever,
(i love you more)
So girl i'll never,
go away, never stray,
So every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,
Every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,
I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
Moments we share together,
I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
I pray they'd last forever,
I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
Moments we share together,
I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
I pray they'd last forever now..........
im
HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
5:56 PM
today... nt really V good lor juz dunno y .. im kinda confused of feeling
erm but its nt ur fault due to cant send u hme la dun worry i juz tired...
today i didnt really tok to lot of ppl oni most of the time my daughter syah... haha
erm also nth to tok oni tok bout how to do chem... durin chinese lesson didnt really tok to her till end of lesson cox she doing classwork so am i ... i kinda nt feelin well i found out 1 thing i cant really drink apple tea cox i usually vomit aft drinkin it.... i feel V weird when nvr tok to u... u told mi u goin home so i watch frm com lab there see u walkin out of skool gate den wait 4 jh adn the rest to be done n leave i tried to catch up but saw bus left den tot u left le but meet u near dnt there ... den walk wif u the rest den u tell mi to pei jh den i say dun wan den u say again den i turn away den u V angry lor.. nvm thats all la V kinda sad i think confused of feeling
im
HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
5:30 PM