hmm... well... last week of hols... its tueday 3.36 am ...
for like the past 4 to 5 days well... was kinda closed in i think.... din have someone to chat wif or maybe i oni had 1 person i wanted to but that person was missing for that same amount of days ....


wel..these few days .... i've been thinking.... will it really be better if i din meet her... i duno ... it juz seem so ... fade ...
everything... as if everything lost its life... or i say no matter wad it is i think its dead aniway .....

well... ok lets stop here.... facing insomnia like everyday?... kinda its olweas i cant slp i cant slp these things...
coz my mind is fullof lingering thoughts.... waiting to be told yet it cant be ....
so let it be ... i olweas say and now letting everything be at its own would cause so much damage after so long.... it sucks....

every holiday seem the same except one....
and thats the most enjoyable one i had ....

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
3:35 AM

lol... its raining now 4am in the morning ...... i juz cant slp ... i duno y ....
sighs....

after one whole night .... i kinda know y im like that .... sighs...

cant be helped....

how long will this sleepless night last?

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
3:57 AM

hihi ppl...
today went to watch Ip man with sim,nig,yk,cheryl,jack,louis,jh nice show ...


den dinner at subway...

den go home...

nt been blogging for sometime.....

so many thing..... last last wed..... last last friday ... and i think got last wed last friday ...... and this monday all out wif the usuals ..... eileen eunice gin,jacq,ardi,ian adham ken (juz state all some are there one somedays some not)

welll duno y feel kinda emo aft reach home....?... duno y lah... den chatted wif her.... soso.. thx 4 trying to cheer mi up....

den watched YUI My short stories album Disc 2 which is a dvd concert of YUI3rd tour"I LOVED YESTERDAY" felt abit better aft that ....


now im feeling down again duno y ... haiz....


wad to do....


izzit coz somethings that i said that caused a trigger on myself.... something not really good?... or juz that i was feeling down and thus i said something that triggered something not good???.....

juz so.. weird... seems as if something felt like yours.... yet not...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
2:19 AM

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
1:27 PM

boo ness its holidays...

well kinda late to say that actually....
its 3 days or erm start of day 4?


friday pon skool for mj session 2 lol...
7 of us at eileen hse... and klass attendance was only 7 lol...
enjoyed it alot waiting for pics to come!!! so i can post about last wednesday at orchard and friday and im sure upcoming wednesday tgt =D


WELCOME bACK EUNICE THOUGH I DIN SAY TC WHEN U LEFT...
ARDI LEFT FOR INDONESIA =D TC!!!

CANT WAIT FOR WED AND FRI TO COME =D WED MJ session 3 haha


sat and sun wad did i do? nth! stayed home stay home week end for mi as olweas...
today went back skool wif adham n ken to dota coz we too bored.. so thats wad we did to kill time

aft that went home ... no train saw nuers.. han n sky .. well got "said" for not picking up han's call on sunday ps lah!
den oso one day gonna meet her up liaoz.. she said.. too long nvr meet so aniways its holiday den i dun mind meetin her bah


Off to watch TRICK =D
tc

been havin lots of doubts... lately...
something that i dun think answers will come
juz too weird
no matter wad i'm thinking of u...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
12:48 AM

woots its monday + 3 days its thursday!!!!

lol today was ok lah debra wasnt here so some guy faci name david chan (somehow related to ginachan? lol no lah) took over...
he is like erm very kua zhang and until damn retard LOL thats ian last sem faci for u LOL


haha den well today was boring nvrtheless.... den tahan loh 2nd break drag till bout 1pm lah... he talk like kuku..... keep drag=.-

welll wednesday will be up when i have all the pics...

aft skool... dota den cscs until security come den we go off loh... thats how my day went...




is there someone u wanna be wif to share every tears and joy wif? someone u can confide to and yet u dun think it is ever possible ever again ?....well i do haf but ... izzit possible?

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:16 PM

hihi!!! hols was not too bad i think...

START off FRIDAY aft skool cs cs cs cs cs cs cs cs cs all the way till forget time... ps gina we all was too engross totally 4gt about u and made u pissed off really sorri....so left mi ian ardi adham eunice go LP to eat.. ayam penyet =D



END PRODUCT (good customers like us are hard to find LOL)

and aft that we walk arnd ngee ann city den went home...
Sat: A222 again ... till earlier den go home....

sunday ... nth to do so stayed home ...

monday ...G222 mod LOL mi ardi eunice jacq went eileen for G222 mod LOL

had lots of fun lah. MJMJ MJ MJ !!! lol ... for 7hrs..... den dinner at eileen hse

yongzhi(eileen cousin is like so close to ardi LOL ) somehow having done nothing i became bad guy LOL



1030 den left SENGKANG!!! reached home 00.30+- am sian diao den slp soon after that....

pics..




this is Yongzhi



see? how close they are?



aren't they close?




awww goodbye kiss from yz to ardi~



ok bye off to slp =D tc

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
11:29 PM

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
11:29 PM

well its hols.. time now 1.32am ... cant slp like th pass 2 days....

so yea fri,sat,sun all 3 days haven really been slping.. all i did was watch stupid show... till the nxt day and den so things den at nite cant slp again so do the same thing lol.... so yea .. but today i wil juz try to slp ....

well .. the main things isnt bout not being able to slp but well.... juz that i duno y i really really feel like saying somethings but i cant ...



i wonder y i fear...
for everything...
to love...?
to want to feel something different?
to even tell how i feel?


im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
1:32 AM

well hihi ytd went for movies wif gina,eunice.eileen.jacq. ken.ardi.ian.heiq

we watch quarantine ...it nice yet if gifs super heavy headaches gina eunice vomitted aft movie... den we dinner at banquet den yup headed home... saw someone twice... LOL doesnt matter aniway...

today woke up damn tired... called dad ask him send mi to skool den i went back to slp till duno wad time prepared and left lol...
reach klass super tired wan die liaoz... den slack till faci came... sucks man lynette nvr come den some gay faci tok over... lol

den ya smoke thru the day cs cs cscs aft skool oso cscscscs den went to dinner den went home lol....
done everything alr.... wan to rest soon bye


sometimes i wonder if there are olweas doubts
den where is the trust ..?
and i wonder do i ever trust ?
i did?
did not?
wonder...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:23 PM

hihi its monday well today was great i guess...
online found someone not online so well either not in skool or sick or wadeva i shld have no right to know aniting...


Gina-chan i back okaili....!!=D den ardi nvr come today coz he woke up late -.=

klass had fun.... 1st meeting was great.... fun someone admitted something.. secret... w16k knows it....

1st break choing wrksht den CS awhile den XX came backliao so cont den .. hmms... guys dota-ed and den i went to do my question list for tabloid journalist... den aft that present.. and m grp took 45 mins to finish presenting making the hwole klass including us damn sian diao....


aft skool cs cs cs cscs cs till 630 den kena chased out.....
den we went home....

done wif rj n everything...

unexpectedly i found out something that i was purposely looking for and found it unknowingly... welll thats all....

bye

this week w16k going for quarantine =D
i olready got the movie lah... but should watch wif them....

soon SOMEDAY!
mi n heiq will go loan a cam ^^ maybe adham too we are totally crazy bout it...


nxt week 1 day w16k will be wearing one colour fir fun n take pics lots of them =D

w16k is thinking to go europe to promote YOP 2010 tgt planned by skool but we are waiting for the price... wonder if we can do that?



the thoughts i had are all for you
u might know what i am thinking
bt juz some more qns are there
wonder are there more to come?

yet all i know is one thing i can do i wait for you...
i still.... love you ... and i think i once said aft a while i will be ok
but im totally wrong bout that...
you are too precious...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:02 PM