WHEE JUZ REACH back FRM SL CAMP....

erm im okok wif the camp lor cox its my most unlucky camp tho... most injury plus sickness prone so many time plus puking prone lol.....

day 1 move everything here and there lol den move up camp den den denden i 4gt le oni rmb that i fell down before dinner cox palyin basket ball trip over Sheik and ... leg injury and arm like fractured lol..... lol end of day at 2300 hr which is 11.00pm debreif..... turtles come saying sec3 cooking sux... lol turtles mean sec 4 some oni..... den next morning sec4 cook.... gross

DAy 2 sec 4 cook wad? Fried porridge??? oh gross it made mi almost puke 4 4 to 6 time o fprced myself to nt puke lor...... den play , discuss and work?
den aftnoon jy step on sumthing sharp den punctured his foot.... den sent hme.... aft taht i help wif food comm lol hold walkie talkie and help cook harshbrown cool man den teachers say food comm ppl go eat teacher cook 4 u lol AR touching eh? lol nite aft dinner almost puke again cox the dustbin was like full of CARP and the trashah drop inside den no one pull up den mi and jacklyn need to do that job that almost made us puke and wad??? both almost at same time den nvr puke lol.... that scence really SUPER GROSS!!!! lol.... den at nite do nite sentry wif jj,lio,shaun,zhe lun,yk,Fern lol den we talk lots lots of thingz lol........ den talk till 2 plus reaching 3 suddenly all nite sentry ppl bomm! fast aslp lol... den WY the 1 incharge of nite sentry woke up at 3.30am den tok over us lol.......

day 3 lol.... male all woke up late but still nite sentry guys + jared we all reach on time cox we are allowed to be excused 4 a few minutes cox nite sentry lol..... den eat bread den satred fallin sick temp keep rising lol...den wsh toilet wif jj and jared... den mi and jj go return all the bed sheets and pillow case to the office den see lot of chicken and 1 adult cat and 1 kitten..... the chickens erm their feather nice lol.... den move down logistics item wif my grp 4 whee... den reach jetty walk ard beach wif hannah mei den wif bros den hannah mei was like so tired .... kinda cant help much cox she food comm .lol den she slp slp and slp lol... mi too haha on bus on ferry and and and whenever i can especially on bus going hme frm jp 4 mi la lol......lol lolololololo

den aft reach jp meet wif shaun lio pris they all eat pizza hut den go arcade awhile den head 4 JY's house den stay till 6 or 7 + i go hme 1st den bathe den lie on bed and off to slp lol till 7.00 standard time actually woke up at 5.30 den nvm la slp lor lol... thats all peepx

to SHAUN: ir blog skin nice haha gt blue 1 ?

#02,#05,#010: haha miss u gals too my fren and mama chick and daughter izz

to #10 again: HE misses u like mad sia lol... den mi and him kinda like snatchin phone to use lol haha...

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7:07 AM

lol kk erm ermz ermzz all i can say is im bored.....


jux nw aft meeting go play soccer den go hm
nth to do bathe lol..... den aft that found out that wrist sprained,triceps sore... and the rashes on my arm jux so diggustin la lucky nt alot .... den nth le la lol bored

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5:08 PM

....lol i kinda nt sure wad wif mi these few days....

BORED these few days i guess..... worrying bout thingz and ppl so on..... haix

today walk in rain frm busstop to home again aft goin to HQ for my FAA(Foundest applicant award)....
reach hme slp thats all.....en wake up eat use com which is now den ltr slp i think cox i nth to do la.... cant talk to the one i wanna talk to den nvm lor.....kinda worried somehow

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10:56 PM

.... trainin?

today went trainin again... nth to say la.. nw ankle sprained
, arm alittle bruised den toe gt cut lol... nvm okok kinda tired lol dun wan train le ....

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5:04 PM

lol toFAY AND TOFAY AND TODAY

lol aft skool went down to plaza SIng again lol..... to colect my phone whee so happy lovesloves my motorola rokr haha got everything whee whee and whee lol.....


juz like using that phone too much leh.... lol nvm too hight o blog le haha nvm blog whnn i ok haha

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10:02 PM

oop sorri was too tired to blog ytd....

kk gonna blog frm fri till ytd????

FRI 10/11/06

morning met up wif crystal and clement at 8? i was late sorri haha den went all the way down to somerset the Singtel commcentre den go in clement was like so lame... fun fun hahaha his joke were lame but was funny to mi too.... den go in listen dem talk 15 mins den 4 like 1 hr and 15 mins tour the international call thingy den aft that go the business 1 den refreshemnt den dismiss deni met up wif Shaun who suddenly wanna go Plaza Sing so i dun mind cox its like 1 station away den meet him kinda long but dun mindcox he came down frm JE den repair phone yay!!!! den play arcade the countress was too blur so 1 bought a GS card and top up ten dollar that shld cost 15 dollars she gave mi back $40 haha den wait 4 lio to come den where did we go?....4gt i think or if im nt wrong go eat? ya i think so at lot 1 lol..... den go hme nth le...

SAT 11/11/06

YAY this is where i get so excited whee HIGH TEA WAS SO FUN!!!!!I miss nigeria babi african babi and ..and KEL lol 4gt wad nationality babi he is liao sorri .... den aft that we went to chinesegarden? ya meet yz wifout nig cox he go aunt hse den met yz den something went missing there haha who threw it???? ermermermerm that person who sat beside mi.... spoilt slippers haha joking joking la it was actually still nt missing but aft we search again den it was gone meant to iguess like wad shaun told mi on fri went it almost went missing.....
den headed to floraville play pool meet wif pz, cs, wj......den was like okok someone was too bored ehh? BY THE WAY is ur leg ok?? den went GP they go play arcade i juz see see lor....
den go hme thats all but still was fun!!!

SUN 12/11/06

was woken up by JJ call at830+ i guess... tell mi go je there meet them ok lor den 930 reach cox he say do finish ur things den come down ... de go arcade again...... dendendenden play dj wif louis..... den tried drum? okok lor nt too bad an experience.... and parapara too both was okok but kinda addicted to it le i wanna play again haha den SHAUN GS TOO!!!!!!!! okok


TOFAY!!!TODAY AND TOFAY!!!!!

ltr aft skool go hme change meet wif yz and kel while they working den go collect my spoilt but shld be repaired phone OH YAY!!! gonna get back my precious ROKR PHONE and waitin 4 JY to gif mi back when i tell him again haha my RAZR V3 phone den go redhill?o think collect lor 2 phone yay!!!! lol nth to blog le byes

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6:22 AM

wow highg tea was really fun man.....

waitawit i gtg come abck le den blog sorri

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8:57 AM

i duno wad im now really.... i really dun.....

this i gettin mi mad!!!! can i nt be the person i am nw?....wif no happiness,love,care...... i can even feel the whole cold cold...feelins cold even starin coldly into no where....live wif regret iz nt gettin mi aniwhere .....thats all... to the other 6 ytd... had fun tho im moody.... thx

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6:20 AM

is there a choice 4 mi?

guess nt.....

lol duno wad i typin
but jux to say sumthing i wanna say to ppl out there... wad ever u do ....there's obstacle 4 sure...
but do wad u can bt nvr ever run away or avoid be it human or wad ever shit......

maybe its juz my own way of thinkin den.... but some ppl maybe they jux wanna avoid? all i can say its useless cox i tried be4 unless u dun get to see that person V often

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6:56 AM

erm i duno wad i am now i guess?????

these few days kinda moody,rushing 4 proposal to be done and stuff......

thinking through lots and lots of stuff unrelated to to mi ....

haha missing lots of ppl kel,sya,han,myself(the 1 i used to be), na too...


i miss the life i used to be in the 1 i can control and nt the 1 i cant control now!!!!!

myabe its jux that i cant control 4 now i guess? nvm


the past wif u n mi is goner 4 gd or bad answer might be out and might nt be nvm... i dun care cox its jux a suffering to mi

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9:46 PM

the feeling of really being control struck early this mornin at 3+

i went typin a rebut post back to u 4 no reason ....

i really duno y as told by fren go ahead .........
i duno but i will go on maybe wif this memory or wifout i cant raelly choose cox currently i cant control my own think its like there a devil like before but wif a greater control of everything thats in mi i jux duno itzzit cox of the 2 fever case jux recently 1 on thurs and 1 ytd morning.... if it is i surrender to that devil to gif mi back the mi i was ......

if thats an excuse den i'll haf to fight to get myself back..... i accept to get myself back


thats all guys bye tcx.

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9:02 AM

............. argh jux miss them all of them.....

nig,kel and nana i jux miss de time we had that few days hafin fun here and there i jux miss that tho its juz like few hours? i still miss that.....when can we all meet again jux know that nxt sat haf but wifout kel..... haix..... all these happenings these few days aint gd some in trouble,boredom,unhappiness&pain........ how can we overcome and meet again jux wish so 4 the actual outin that we're plannin asap........... miss those vid,pix we took

even laughter aft that laughter wasnt real to mi anymore nvr


to HER: that song aint my favourite.... i jux like that song 4 a reason..... nomore.... wad lionel know is nothin he dun even understand a single bit of mi.....

one more thing since u haf huever u miss so much go ahead i wont even FUCKIN care bout it

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11:21 PM

currently listenin to: move along


totally drain of energy..... i cant take it animore headaches..... moodiness argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hurt mi and frens too i dun wan this moodiness to make frenship or wadever be destroyed jux cox of that .... nvm.......


msg frm nuer made mi feel better tho.......

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10:47 PM

currently listenin to : Move along

lyrics:Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along




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10:45 PM

lol wad a life im livin in?....

juz nt in mood these few days dun y also but its jux that laughter aint the same to mi i ain enjoy laughters.... juz dunno wads happenin these days...... hate it, it sux.....

okok thats alll sorri guys nt in mood

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5:40 PM

haix up at this hr .... haha nt slpin cox im nt tired.....

let everything go.... mean most......

gotta say i hate goin home really..... these feel day nt really talkin to anione except my 3rd bro thats all... my big bro's like controllin mi totally which i dun wan!!!!

Best is u dun even care like u said dun make u gif up on mi u gif up i more happy plz lor..... wad stupid proposal 1 hr study 1/2 hr gamin u mad ar u try before anot i ask u no rite den DUN FUCKIN COME CARE BOUT MI i dun need ur stupid care.... from young even tho u'r my big bro i treated u as if a enemy k? wad follow ur footstep... plz la ur smelly foot step who wan take?!!!! im nt followin u k i takin my own journey can? my way i dun need u to wad plan tuition 4 mi i dun wan tuition i hate it!!!!!

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12:13 AM