well... tried to slp... yet i cant at all... something bothers mi... i cant fight it...
hmm...
in the dark study room... ..thinking bout things...
i know i shld stop thinking bout this like wad sis told mi...
well hope i get to forget everything...
i hope my memories will all be lost...suddenly...
i dun wan to know too much things animore...
well tc


and HAPPY 18th BDAE HY!!

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
1:18 AM

well a short post for today... had fun wif zul armin mud justin roger hy fit at tiong bahru .. played soccer
now damn tired... kinda no mood too lol same thing i guess...

well... no mood to do things lol...well kk bye tc

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
8:42 PM

well yup back here.. well happenings today..lol.. aft work went home otw directly aft i walk a few step out of busstop puked out BK meal... gatric juz feel so heated up ... dun feel like eating until dinner time... burger again-.- den after eating feel like puking again.... sighs wads happening izzit coz of that particular thing?... well becoz of that im seriously holding back... n kinda sad... well i guess maybe this really marks the end... all i can say is i will olweas be here.. when u need someone to confide , i will alway be here...
in open arms for u....

looking at stuffs feel like chatting or replying somethings.. but i heldback again.. well... thats all.. no mood actually... n having headache...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:46 PM

Condolence

well its sunday ... after work went home online-ed chat wif sisty for awhile telling her bout things... n she will be like... telling mi somethings are good ya .. sis i agree wif u

well... ytd i got that new... that peizhen(one of my childhoodie)her dad passed away now she is at acjc well yup been long since i saw her... well... she doing great looking pretty n such.....
well hope u will do well... i know wad u are going thru its hard... stay strong my fren...=)

well its raining i think? i think coz its kinda cold but nice to slp lah haha ok thats all im still busy taking pics from nydia .... den i will cont... blogging bout thurs...
ok well think i shld go enjoy ro2 wif some of my cabal peeps like june the himesama n kat the kat? LOL haha cya

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
4:06 PM

well.. my mind is still full of u ... it will nvr end i guess...



well ltr gonna go pay respect to P.Z's dad... sad to hear about ur dad's parting...
well been say these year huh.. 1st shawn's dad now P.Z's dad.... well... anymore bad things wanna come right at me? go ahead man.. i lived a life more a less.. wif darkness?... be it sad,or juz plain... "dark" duno how to say well...



well.. juz random coz of ytd evening ... YESTERDAY WAS WAITING DAY... WAITING again lol...
yea wait n wait n wait lol.. haha tc all

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
5:00 PM

well hi morning ppl lol... skin hurts somehow coz of tan lol...
welll i juz cant seem to slp somehow...
my minds full of her ... i cant help it lol...
well its been long since i heard from u ..
now my mind is showing me every moment ... wad happened n stuff
im kinda smiling to it ... yet i hope im still by ur side n stuff...
if can of coz i would.. love to ...
well.. i really miss u ... n love u like i olweas do ..
extremely miss u .... =D
i cant slp haha really cant...
blog bout sentosa trip when i get the pics...
blog bout friday after the sentosa lol...

i seriously miss u like no tmr i muz say haha like no tmr ~
=)

Labels: missing in progress lol, missing u

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
4:13 AM

well guys today was great fun w24d rocks lol...
pics n happenings will be up tr waiting to get pics from nydia ... 93 there 52 wifmi so irs like over hundred obviously haha...

tc gonna rest now im tired -D tc peep



i hope u are enojy ur day =)
well if u are every bored/troubled n stuff ...
feel free to find mi i will be there for u =)

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:28 PM

well morning ... lol.. im up early today ... but nt feeling good except that im going sentosa today wif w24d hangout grp den yup other than that.. things are still bothering mi i guess....

well..gotta start to prepare to go out? LOL
haha...
tc guys....

been listening to Pretend-secondhand serenade
got to know it from hy blog haha damn nice lol...

well gtg soon maybe?...
Pretend - Secondhand Serenade

It seems all of these words couldn't be further from the truth
How did I get here? What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies
And making me find myself
While you have your agenda, a life to pursue

So please,
Let me be free from you.
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth.

I'm blind to all of your colors
That used to be rainbow then
My eyes, where did the go to?
Why disappear?

It's hard to be all alone
I never got through your disguise
I guess I'll just go, and face all my fear

So please,
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth.

Put down your world
Just for one night
Pick me again

So please,
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

heres the lyrics... wanna listen to the song..
go to http://s-quirt-on-me.blogspot.com/

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:09 AM

well morning work up a few-ty minutes ago.. well... been slping late... so naturally i will wake up late.. since i haf nth to do...
well mon n tuesday was damn boring... at least for mi? was searchin new server for ro2
and stuff.... watchin Jdrama finished akihabara@deep in 2 days lol... damn long lah... wadeva do watch it.. damn heartwarming... its about Otaku... n stuff...

well gonna cont watchin... err see keitai sousakan 7 up alr? if nt 4shima tantei dan if nt seigi no mikata? lol damn bored wadeva haha tc peeps i cant wait for tmr W24D hangout grp is going out! pot luck outside LOL whee!!

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
12:27 PM

well... hihi guys well... after work went eat den go home...
reach home watch keitai sousakan 7 2 epi den suddenly i felt damn weak... den i started to fall sick.. whole body temp rise... so now im sick =.=

due to lack of slp i guess...
well aniway my head ache in the sense nt headache more like concussion duno y...my mind has too much things... taking in n stuff LOL...
well wadeva...


after hearing so many things....
well.... i wonder... will things still be the same for everything...
am i suppose to be doing wad im doing now?...
this kinda sucks... i hate it so much
well i need ppl .. to help mi... enlighten mi in everything
im too ... unaware of things happening...
i need help.. im asking for help...
i duno who to look for...
well i think im crapping so wtf
and ya so i will..
still think thru things...
i wonder things will haf a turn... i doubt so

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
8:23 PM

morning ... =D
took at damn freaking cold bath nice sia lol...
well gotta rush for work..... post bout ytd n today maybe ltr..

tc all...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
5:59 AM

well time to blog about my no life of 2nd n 3rd day of holiday...
well simply juz watched heroes season 2 and ended it in 2 days.... no life.. seriously i wonder can i be even more no life den this? well maybe...

slp like 5+ am last nite.. for no reason.. well felt tired yet dun wanna slp... den in the end watch heroes until bro woke up den i went to slp... den 11+ woke up.. i think? pray for the 1/2 of 7 mth well i dun really care but juz pray since i haf to aniway...

ya den today ... dun think i slping early again... well maybe .. see how it goes...
cant wait for tmr to come but only the evening... coz i get to go out wif zul to meet huda n justin den dinner out... den desert would be giant earthquake again i hope.. well wadeva...
the end...


im thinking of u .. still am ... ..
waiting .. for the intersection of our lifes once again.. which also means
i think we are moving on...
till that day .. hope nth gets worse for u ..
well as for mi i dun even care.. good or bad im used to it...
if that day comes...
thing would nvr be the same ..
if it doesnt... theres nth i can do .. but to hope that u will be happy..

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
11:39 PM

well its like 2 days since end of sem one... W24D consist of 21 on normal days. ... 23 on weds... sem has ended... we are all parting to different classes.. as much as wad we hope which is the impossible to be in the same klass again wif all the wacky fun n laughter...

the klass

that will always miss MUMMY Slyvia(A111).. she left us to deliver baby... her baby lol hope its healthy ...

that will ALWAys liked Mr Chen khin wee's (G104) lesson ... always so entertaining... and fun learning day...

that will... TRY their best to Endure Elene's(A101) STRESSFUL LESSON with difficult question.. and a young faci that always share abit here n there only about her love life.... ppl chasing her n such...

that will..listen thru the Enriching lesson of MS Ganthi's(G101/Class mentor) never forgetting about u trying to reach out to everyone... talking to us one on one... even bought icecream 4 us ...


that will ... ENDURE THE ULTRA DRY meeting 2 of MR Gilbert..'s(G105) lesson... thanks for the kinder beuno on the last lesson...



well this is the best view of grades i can get for a week . straights As n im happy ^.^

well introduing the HYPER peeps of W24D
in the order of pics i haf....


T3 some spot... gio,zul,huda,justin,nydia and HY

AZIZUL-------- This guy is my 1st teammate for culture n computing... a hilarious guy and ALSO VERy caring.... he is my dad.... haha a very romantic guy and a sweet talker always sweet talking wif nydia... haaha .... GLAD TO HAVE KNOWN u zul... good luck wif eera...;D and thank you for talking to mi when im down...


Hong Yong------ well got to know him after a few weeks of skool aft teaming wif him n such... A very funny guy ... wif helmet hair lol... haha... Shuffle here shuffle there... brings guitar somedays and learn songs... play for us to listen to..
WITH HIS LEGENDARY GUITAR!!... GLad to know u


video dedicated to HY ur shuffle !! LOL

Huda------ well... errmmm ... CRAPPY? FUNNY? LIVELY... ? this gal is one of the people i haf to thank for doing ppts here n there haha sorri and thank you for dumping u the things lol... u are a great fren... a gal who likes to watch BEAUTIFUL VIDEOS esp when she is bored?.... GLAD to know u ;) the gal who introduced us EMPEROR...

Nydia---- a very close fren to mi also sister lol.... very nice gal... violent only towards zul... coz of his sweet talking which she olweas react by hitting him...
thx for counselling sessions ... thx for being there to listen to wad stupid things i haf to say.... really glad to haf known u =D smile n stay happy =D sister...

Giovanna--- GIOGIO sis... well quite a fierce gal... yet nice too... caring...
strong.. in facing her probs now... stay strong sis... im behind u ... i know how is it like to go thru that thing... stay strong be happy aniting just find w24d we will be there for u..;)

Justin---- DUSTIN/STEVEN!!! lol... wadeva.. this guy is so aniting that we wear like he is going to slp to skool.... a funny and RANdom guy.. science freak! a good teammate... and a challenging PSP opponent.... thx for ur psp during my PATAPON craze......=) nice to haf know u..=D


dance fever..(zul,mi,justin,huda, mirah)


Asmirah--- ROAR ROAR!!! crazy , lively gal... emo at times... yet most of the times lively and kicking and ROARing. haha!! grouped wif her for quite an amount of times... fun to work with u in a team... beings guitar like HY on somedays... to play her EXCELLENT guitar.. named by hy and hy's is LEGENDARY guitar

Nisha---- miss LONG LEGS... skinny gal... aka blackberry/fatimah rocker...
HER LAUGHTER will make u laugh along wif her... she goes.. eeehehehehehehehehe at very high pitch ... gald to know u ... and i know about ur PAST.. muahaha lol really gald to know u =D

Last day of skool--(hy,justin,zul fitri,nisha,mi,jolin,athirah)

taken by gilbert(yusheng,athirah,jolin,nisha,fitri,justin,zul,me,jiajun,hong yong)

taken by gilbert too(yusheng,fitri,athirah,jolin,nisha,zul,justin,me,jiajun,hong yong)

well should say bout Jiajun n yusheng here...
Jiajun---- a funny guy that nvr fail to crack a joke ... when we are all stressed up?... slping beauty of the klass.. slp for most of the modules.... and is a tall guy .. haha.. gald to know u ..=) DA BIAN!!

Yusheng---- well quite a quiet guy i muz say well... Dun be so emo oso... try to talk more... and dun feel nervous when presenting... we are all ur fren no point being nervous... and one more thing W24D loves u so dun feel that u are isolated...


Fitri----- omg its fitri... damn funny guy makes us laugh but... when he is down the whole klass juz feels weird.. wifout his wackyness n joke laughter... about panda n... he is ver into PANDA pics..... and good luck wif peishan... tc of her n urself too.. =D gald to know u ..=D

Athirah----well a quiet and sometimes very unexpected gal.. very good team mates.. from 1st time i teamed wif her and now? she changed... coz now she is talking and wif confidence... a good presenter too=D glad to know u talk more n speak up =D

Jolin---- ahh omg...FRIDAy GAL/pregnant gal.. lol... FRiDAy gal.. is like super hyper ?... when its friday she goes hey guys know wad? ITS FRIDAY!!... well nt forgetting her being extremely fierce during the 1st few computin lesson due to mi messing up her programme... glad to know u and thx for comforting mi on taht TUESDAY...=D stay haooy and smiling like a sun..

Jolin's thermo flask her lappy ... but the love box is not hers it belong to YS



Jiamin----- AHBENG /CHICKY!! omg she is a gal!!! that is so ahbeng on the last day of skool lol haha a very lively gal... confident speaker... hardworking too.... well a gal that is forever taken as a guy by gilbert.. duno y .... haha glad to know u n worked in a team wif u =D



The rest of the klass
Linn---- myanmar guy of the klass.... very hardworking... guy... quiet but confident speaker.. he is like the top student in klass?.... he went back to myanmar last friday hope he is doing well.. i miss him .. well... i miss everyone basically... glad to know u linn.. take care... glad to know u man...

Zhi xiang---- zx .. .. confident... speaker... loud at times... and a busy man.. wif his family business..... well thx for comforting mi on that tuesday ... thx glad to know u ... ;)

Yi xiang --- yx... machine gun of the klass. talks fast... keep asking questions....
a guy wif funny... way of expessing himself... well but we understand haha... =) gald ot know u yx=)

Wee Fong---- weefong. gamer?... progamming pro.. ya thx for helping mi out wif my vb teaching mi bout vb ... thx... glad to know u ...

Cindy---- braces gal... din get to team wif her until like last week of computing ... well hard working gal.... cheery too... glad to know u =) take care

Nidhin---well nidhin is a very quiet guy in klass.. slps during others ppl presentation haha ... well its ok ... u are tired.. as we know u are working... teamed wif u only during last grp of cog... and one worked wif u once.. it was nice to work wif u .. glad to haf known u =) tc..

Chunna---- well a shy gal from China... wif quite a loud voice for presentation.. well.. u have to be more confident and speak up ... =) tc.... gald to know u ...

Hazwan---- the guy in my msn under SPECIAL CASE he only join us for lesson for science... well he told mi to put that....teamed wif him for quite alot for science a very funny guy confident.. too...
well great to haf known u and welcome to w24d... haha.... =) tc glad to haf known u =D

Atikah---- atikah the gal who absent for most of the module she joins us at w24d like hazwan... i only see her 3 times or 4 this whole 16 weeks... haha i dun really know u but welcome to W24D .... tc




this is the very 1st klass pic we had ... bring back memories ... well through this 16 weeks of fun laughter and joy, sadness as well as quarrels... WE are a klass and will olweas be... stay in contact... guys... all of u will be missed... by mi haha ...
and GREAT TO KNOW ALL OF U and our DEAREST W24D the klass wif the door knob... that needs to be pulled upwards instead of pushin down... haha =D
W24D i love all of u .. misses to all...
=D

Labels: is the shit =D, W24D

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:45 PM

well reached home .. after quite a long day...
today sure had fun i muz say.... its like i have so many pics to upload ...
for... woke up at 10+ ... den rot till 1 den left hse to met zul den go TM met justin along the way den to tampines mall meet huda... stroll along TM and went arcade nt to play juz to look look den when we leaving had to watch show haha.... 2 guys quarrel bout something.. den was like alot ppl watching hoping they would fight... coz its like so nice LOL....went toys r us aft that... played wif things nt as fun as wad we are hafing ltr lol den went nubox or something like that that apple shop... for breifing den end up oni need 2 ppl so justin n huda took the job...
aafter that we went Swensens to haf a big meal cost only $66 for 4 ppl lol AND WE HAF GIANT EARTHQUAKE!!! OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH... ok den went Heren... hang ard HMV stay at HMV for 1 n 1/2 hr? playing Xbox ... all of us... except zul watchin movie ...
den left for justin hse wait for him put things den went vivo. where more fun happened...
ate at burger king WHICH HUDA said: Let go KFC EAT BURGER KING LOL...
LOL
den aft that we went toysrus again!! way bigger one... had lots of fun.. well stupid videos too nt gonna post vids....
den wait for jsutin dad call him den we all left for home....
let the pics do the talking....


Zul and his elmo .. and his long .... extension of?... well haha (Tampines mall)

Seasonings Prepared=D yum yum (Swensens)

father n son LOL ( zul n me)

Justin's salmon n mushroom cream pasta

my pepperoni n cheese pizza

zul's chilli fish pasta

JUSTIN dun be sad all the food is gone..more to come!!=)

our free flow of coke

utensils for the next course yum yum=)

GIANT EARTHQUAKE!!! ROAR!!! 8 scoops....

the end of eartchquake look nice LOL...

water fountain at heren that happen to shoot up to lvl 3..(Heren)

ahh im moving too fast... on scooter found somewhere(everton park)

mi n huda

mi n zul

WISE old tree (we studded the ball to shut him up but no use..=( ( vivo)

and He got romantic after awhile and was looking for a dance partner wif a flower

softtoys...

My FAV cookie monster!! MUNCH MUNCH!!

TO END OF ThiS vute little boy was the final pic of the day in my hp too haha
HE LOOKS SO DAMN CUTE ... =D

TODAY WAS SO DAMN FUN .. ZUL,HUDA,JUSTIN thX IT WAS FUN!!!=D

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
11:14 PM

well haven blogged for 1 week exactly i think...
today marks the last day of sem 1... but not the end for W24d sem1'08 thats for sure
we will meet up ... haha n tmr we are doing so... some day ltr we going sentosa... and also buy things for bbq den also on bbq nite we ton-ing... and and maybe going for some service learnin thingy....=)

here are some pics bout today...

omg this crazy bunch is so crazy and i like it LOL haha


Timer!! AHH!!! lol..



standin in a row coz we missed all our flights... to different places..(actual fact coz all of us sat on the floor and found out our butt were white LOL...



sitting on travel-lator... as much as they can coz we were all tired...

left to right: nydia,gio,zul.hy.justin


today was like short day for skool long day out...
klass ended at 315 den mi hy n jolin need to go gif talk to 22 china facis... lol coz culture faci told us to .... help him?....
den ya so went there enter talk about RJ how do we feel bout it. and everything..
den after that met justin back at klass... den go changi.. slpt for awhile den ... ya met wif zul mirah huda nisha den ate at popeye den gio came den we went somewhere chat chat went home lol cont tmr im tired actually...
tmr blogging bout w24d...
i love w24d... hmm miss them

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
11:33 PM

Paramore- Never Let This Go


Maybe if my heart stops beating
It wont hurt this much
And never will I have to
Answer again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong
Because I’ll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you oh

One day you'll get sick of
Saying that everything’s alright
And by then I’m sure ill be
Pretending just like I am tonight

Please don't get me wrong
Because I’ll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you oh

Let this go
Let this go

I'll never let this go
But I cant find the words to tell you
I don’t want to be alone
But now I feel like I don’t know you

And I’ll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
5:19 PM

well sunday ... now.. tmr monday.. wadeva ...
waiting for my song to upload finish den change blogsong....
never let it go - paramore
nice song...
well so i shld blog bout this week den from like
wednesday 30/7/08 to like friday 1/8/08
well skool as usual juz that these 3 days aft skool we went to library continously for 3 days....... 1st day mi,zul ,huda,justin,mirah
2nd day zul,mirah,,huda,justin,hy,fit,armin,mi...
3rd day mirah,zul,huda,justin,nydia and mi

well had fun i muz say haha... and HABA!! to all lol wad language is that? well duno oso.. hhaa was laughing the whole of the walking journey to mrt station wif the friday gang... so funny...
well nt sure wad's so funny too.. but we were laughing till our stomach hurts haha..

welll maybe blog more ltr. tc all

sighs.... as i look back..

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
4:59 PM

hihi week has ended...
shant blog today bah...
kinda no mood actually...
hope my weekends wun be like te past 2?...
hope tmr w24d peeps going out....
sunday work -,-

welll extremely down im looking back at alot of things...
those related to u and stuff... welll i cant help it...
i miss these things too much.... sighs well
nth can really be done..
welll thats all

W24D IS THE SHIT....
and welll
u are still my one and only...

signing off bye~
mood now ? sucky

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
11:31 PM