ANXIOUS!!!!!

lol cant wait 4 tml biathalon to end...... i dunno y i kinda to tired to run le......
cant run fast leh sumthingz stoppin mi to run...... i try my best loh....

to yuting: if really tooo slow sorri la i no mood to run leh very tired but i know u are too so aft this run rest well.....


bout today?
hahax speechless.... too tired which lead to emotional aft recess.... den shaun juz nw lunch ask mi y i so sad den i nvr say anithing lor..... maybe cox im still confused....very confused

den today whole day wasnt sitting at my actual place i move table to beside lil' sya talk to her den she say her his nvr come lol...... den she wrote mi a mail in my handbook aft recess.....
den we bo liao draw hand my hand gt 3 face n some writing (private msg) very small ones.....

den aft skool wait 4 louis to dismiss den meet wif the rest 4 lunch lor den haf to say the dessert the mango eat le tongue very pain lor... den eat and laugh wif louis and shaun.... mi and louis went hysterial 4 awhile but i go into that mood abit longer la..... dunno y i will laugh myself sometimes.........

to dumbo fren:
sorri if i gt too emo and tiam all the way ..... was either tired or emo i nt sure lol..... hate that feelin tho....

to izzy:
sorri bout the letter thingy k? i know that its alittle harsh...but i also nt sure.... bout that thing true anot la...... but u dun go doin that thing u say u wan to do......

to shaun&louis:
had fun durin lunch.... damn funny lor those thing we talk ..... but den louis nxt time dun talk to loud.....u shld know wad shaun said rite?..... shaun i was feelin down maybe cox still confused tho......


to sya:
thx 4 decoratin mi handbook haha had fun sittin beside u 4 the whole day lol .... u drew too stupid on ur hand dunno y leh but very nice den wif a heart love srul i think?..... haha tell him to take care k? he today sick..... haha take care too... and happy 2nd in advance cox tml ur 2nd haha


thats all
s peepx take care!!!!!!!!!!!!! EYE comin take care

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
4:02 PM

GIDDY ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


current status: giddy,muscle strain, burnt thumb and missing lots of ppl

k today nth much happen i juz wanna say bout today's trainin..... trainin gt kik lehzzz JJ cox 2nd(aft mr cris) mi nth to say sitches start at beginnin oni den i was last second cox Ah jie cannt run so... i almost faint when at the upslope the last 1 lol how i wish can juz faint like that nt at that place i guess?....... aft run last lap 1 round ard the track den when reach track i chiong den sitches DAMN serious den almost vomit and juz faint there...... WANNA FAINT!!!!!!!! I WANNA FAINT LET MI CAN>>>>???????

aft that dinner den go hme le lor juz gotta say sorry to keng sia la the sprite almost kena u i know gt kena.... i was unstable lor so really sorri den JJ today of cox can run la i mean he can 4 a very long time la cox gt #10 Shahira le mah full of energy lehzzzzz haha kkk i gidd sia go slp soon....
NITEX guys be tc
To nuer~han~: daddy almost faint dun angry keas? daddy try to take care of self lor but den u rmb arh take care of urself too u same illness as daddy lol kkk
bye

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:21 PM

WOOO!!!!!! im so high!!!!!! but headach juz brings mi down but i endured and fight wif headache man u are hafin a hard battle wif mi




NGGGGGGGGGgggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhh

haha im kinda happy hyper today in skool lor dunno y? maybe cox i wrote lots of letter to alot of ppl in like 8 periods? i wrote to *step*daughter-fatin, cute lil' daughter-sya, rahh daughter-izzy,duaghter Facklyn jackack....bro jj, SIs sheuelee, weeeeeee yu ting guess thats all if i 4gt sorri ok? i kinda headeggg i mean headache now........ i kinda miss alot of ppl now but i miss her more lol..... gtg now bye

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:37 PM

KEAS gonna blog aft so long....

haf to say im kinda nt bloggin these few week even aft EYE

cox i juz nt in mood to blog tho... juz gonnna blog breifly on these 2 days sat and today


Saturday23/9/06

went studyin wif louis jj and shaun @ Causeway ..... study den when i reached they say go eat lol den eat lor
aft that back to studyin aft that went to destress den eat dinner wad happen?
damn funny la my problem i went laughin on and on aft eatin dinner 4 like 20 mins?
damn long i was like so long and when i reached hme stomach muscle pain lol.... thats all

den today24/9/06

went 4 self training 4 like 1 and 1/2 hr at NTU wif JJ Jie-Kellie and Aisyah-daughter
den aft that went study wif shaun jj louis zurah shahira and fatin haha damn fun i think?
study till 12+ den eat lunch mi louis and shaun oni den the rest malay puasah jj dun wan eat...

and that went to play soccer to destress den went back to study wif shaun oni den end up we dun feel like studyin den go hme lol......... thats all i haf to say

To Shaun:
Bro i cant help but to be confused at this very moment i dunno y i juz too confused u know y.....
all i can do is move on but i wil wan to be left behind to be able to stand alone...... thats all and what i want...? u know..... i think so....

To JJ:
haha bro sorri if today went overboard at sumtimes haha but i haf to say it was fun seein that scene damn romantic sia haha......... juz rmb dun get too stressed k bro?
To Mamachick and *step*daughter:
Had fun today haha at library wrote so many thingy for RED APPLES haha

thats all found a song frm Scandals by the song name
127日 (Kangta and Vaness) eng translation below
Bu zhi bu jue Yi jing na me jiu
Wo dai zai zhe Mei you ni de bing he qi zhong
Ji shi hui yi Bu duan zai chong bo
Yi jing dong jie de ai Yi bu hui zai nuan huo
Ba wo hen hao Shuo de cong rong (Xin jiu yue bi xu Yan bu you zhong)
Wo you yu zhe Hai yao bu yao
Cheng ren wo Fang bu kai shou

Yi er qi ri de fen shou Jiu you yi er qi ke xin zai tong
Yi tian yi dian Rang hou hui jiao hui
Wo zen me neng gou Hu lve ni gan shou
Ni yong duo shao yan lei Cai zhao dao li kai wo de li you
Ye xu yi zhi rong ren de Dou shi ni
Yin wei wen rou er wei wo Fan xia le cuo

Yan zhong zhi you ni Mei li shen ying
Er duo zhi shou xun Suo you guan yu ni de xiao shi
Jiu suan shi wo yi jing wan qian zou
Wo ye pai huai zai Suo you mei hao wang shi zuo you
Wo de xin Yi si qu hao jiu (Ta shi qu le Sheng cun de li you)
Jiu zai ni bu zai ai wo de Na yi tian Ting zhi tiao dong

Damn baby how we end up here
You know it's funny
I just miss you so much
I still remember holding you kissing you
I wish I could just see you right now lying in my arms
Baby I'm waiting for you
Please just come back to me
I love you

Yi er qi ri de fen shou Liu xia yi ge hao xiang ni de wo
Yi tian yi nian Rang shi jian zheng ming
Wang ji ni shi wo Zuo de jia dong zuo
Wo yong le duo shao de ji mo liao jie Ni li kai de li you
Wo mei you neng wan hui ni de Quan li
Chu fei ni neng liao jie wo Xin you duo tong


english translation


im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:11 PM

wow.... down wif fever....

nvr go BB meetin now i will be blame 4 nt attendin the mettin might nt even get the badge HACK care la.........
now i sick so happy finally sick again juz so difficult 4 mi to get sick headache and giddy oni makes mi go dun care..... thats all haha

i happy cox sick wowhoooo at klass aft geog almost faint again wow... sat down izz keeep askin mi ok anot den sya massage my head.... both my daughter so cute and caring haha.....lol

its true haha

now i hafin headache...fever.... giddy alittle SO COOL!!!! I A FREAK LE>>>> sick still happy like mad...
cox im used to it le haha so let it be ...........

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:03 PM

sorri to say this post would be a very vulgar 1....

to that theif:....
ok i haf no f***in thing to say to u i juz too stupid........ that all very pissed off bout losin my hp... that all!

and to the guy sittin beside mi by the name of WEN ZILONG:

who u fu*kin hell do u think that u are boss?!! hell no man!.....
chem lesson i hafin headache.. and u come askin mi the fomula bout rate of reaction y the vol is 1 den i say i dunno... den u KNN tell jun hao that wad...:i dunno bout the fomula den dun wanna ask sir U CB LAR ...U DUNNO DEN WAN PPL TO ASK ....DUN GO TELLIN PPL THAT I DUNNO IF I REALLY DUNNO I DUN ASK? my PASAR LA....KPKB SO much 4 wad FUCK!!....
DEN jun hao ask mi sat got go see movie i said we all might nt go cox no $$
den u KPKB again!!!! u CB WHICH PARt UNCOMfortable?!!!!! I KNOW U RICH lar wanna WAtch LITTLE MAN for SECOND time....ANIWEA ITS NC16 use ur 2 big FUCKIN EYES AND see clearly....got stamp izzit??>...NOT ASSIF PPL DUN WANNA GO OUT WIF HIM ON HIS b'DAE frankly speakin i've been torlerating 4 a damn long time k? since like aft june holidays its been like that.....ok sorri this was meant to be a vulgar post sorri....


bye kinda pissed off....

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:23 PM

one day if i faint cox of headache would be happy cox i


juzanna go anitime lol.... headavhes juz make mi feel worst..every day..... how!!!!!!!????? go lor i happylol

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:03 PM

...nth to say nowadays too busy /tired/juz no mood bah...


i keep hafin headach now and then and now and then and now and den... han han nuer also like that worri mi seh....nth to blog la i wanna leave this world 2 a place where i can really leave peacefully ASAP...
takecare peepx

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:37 PM

wow yay kinda mad now....


i mean crazy .......wow scars and cuts everywhere yay!!!!!!

dun worry i dun cut myself tho...... but now currently hafin a BIG Z!!! at my thigh... a slash at my right hand wow kinda happy tho cox i cant can dun want to cut myself cox i would be shouted at by ppl but i want to tho... haha joking.... and i gt cut wheee...!!!!!!


tml gt bridge competition currently mi and jj oni confident on the bridge on tml nt sure the whole team would be down yay aft that need to rush down to science centre NJRC cheer we're in the finals wow!!!!! RS u guys cheer damn loud haha....oni that gt alot aquas haha lol no offence especially the Colin haha nth nt really in mood to blog cox i tired n alittle nt in mood haf headaches but i like that but the pain hurts alot but still ike it but the pain.....can hold on haha keep repeatin like the same thing keep flashin in my mind haha bye.....
take care peepx

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:21 PM

argh save mi i cant slp.....


aiya nvm... ytd.....

aft takin money frm jj went to chinatown buy material den go back skool.... den lunch...aft that?...NJRC cheer...kinda pissed off cox....miss quek brought down SL pride to V low so seh said sl if u want u can leave we dun need u.....den so mi jy and shaun bro..left hall den izz they all come out pull us back cox they dun wan to be bored and the whole lot of sec3 seniors almost backed out frm NJRC...but we tot over ppl we've promise to be there and they are fightin too wif their programs.. fixin of robots....and the other stuff..... so end up we took the cheer when we were surpose to be dancing luckily didnt den cheer til bro almost no voice.... jy also mi on throat V dry wont no voice yet.... if i would that would be good haha.... the cheers that we taught turned out to be very fun tho.... kk thats all bye

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:39 AM

gonna blog 4 the past 2 day haha.....


erm ytd...... very boring tho.....

ytd aft BB reckee at somewhere near bukit timah there den went back to JP to meet wif shaun ......
den went arena to play pool... 2 of us again same as last saturday very bored cox shaun he's hafin flu and den aft that mi gt flu but oni a little tho.......

den on friday.....

went to Sentosa wif the old 4ppl gang haahaa its was fun and tiring ....... jared finally know how to cycle le YAY den sheuelee wasnt V happy wif jared cox he took pics and video of her slpin...... den in de end i made her happy haha.....den reach hme bout 7+ den chatted wif Stacey on msn.... kinda scolded her cox ... she gave up on herself so i "lecture" her.... she said she 1st time kena scolding frm fren ... den i haf to say she the 1st i ever scold untill like that..... haaha


nvm thats all takecare peepx

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:58 AM

erm wad can i say ....


ytd teacher's day EVE the eprformance we soso but JACKLYN(#07) U were great!!!!!!! cox i didnt see u perform at carnival....... haha that hairband that JJ wore haha...lookin great and sings great haha...... that very morning woke up but den i dun feel like talkin cox its cold so feelings and body would turn cold that mi tho....... den went hme aft that

aft skool reach hme den wait 4 dad to wake up frm nap den go hospital wif big bro to see mum den the whole family reach cox 3rd bro reach juz before us den 2nd reach juz aft us haha....
den wait 4 reporter to come lor den interview mummy on the operation cox she was the 1st to try out that new procedure of treatment....... den aft that meet wif



meet wif bro shaun, daughter izz, zurah(chick keeper) haha joking...,shahira(SAgal),fatin(hyper on that day) den B bro jj came ltr loh... den go queenways shopping centre lookin 4 jersey den cant find the colour so we took another but nt making so soon i guess....

aft that guys went to sent gal hme to busstop oni den end up mi , bro-shaun and JJ end up kinda mad la i mean went mad den we hit the metal board of busstop lor........
den we went IKEA to makan den go arade den got "cheated" by the uncle..... den....go see see jersey 1 more time den go back queenstown MRT the 7-Eleven along the road eat instant noodles thats our dinner lol........

den ltr goin our wif the 4-ppl gang that haven been wif them 4 like? 6 month cox sis V mad so long nvr go out liao den i need to pour out to be more happy? but if thats possible mean a happy mi wont be affectin ppl bahx especially Dumbo and his fren lor .... nvm bye


bye take care peepx...................................... kinda bored lonely now?....

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
8:13 AM