keas din go BB cox im sick fever 3rd day lol... ...
jux put in blogsong lol totally nt releated to my blogskin haha
updated my links tahts all byes take care peepx

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10:57 AM

so cool man finally my family has a car? haha

dad went to get his car today whee lol so high when i sick lol...
now temperature rising again i guess

... currently a new couple jux formed lol Romeo and Juliet lol... jux 3 day and so wide spread haha lol... existing jj n shahira, lio and by, and the other 2 wun say out as it is private and confidential haha

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10:21 PM

this is cool man? lol vomitted 6th time today
1st in chi lesson
2nd,3rd,4th aft skool before supplementary lesson
5th and 6th at home aft dinner cool man

im like vomitting all i eat breakfast eat air? lol
lunch on the 2nd rd and 4th

and dinner jux now 5th and 6th cool?
haha think so lol it is returning back to ;ast yr aft june holidays? the 1 month ot 1/2 month of vomitting wif headache lol....

currently down wif fever and headache + vomitting
no matter wad i think i would still go to skool

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6:53 PM

lol great im sick ..... 1st time sick lol haha 4 the year
den was like vomit durin chi lesson den slpt through chi den almost vomit during another lesson forgot le den aft skool den break for lunch den eat den vomitted 3 times straight lol 1st time went in den come out den walk den 2nd time den 3rd time walk towards kin toh and gang den cannt take it i squad down den dey ask mi wad happened? den i told dem den halkway i dash bak to toilet for the 3rd vomit lol... den walk walkwalk den Ms karasi and Ms fong were like "oh dear u look so stressed out"(said by ms karasi) den i told her den ms fong touch my arm den she say u better go hme ur breakin into cold sweat den i heaed hme wif nigel...

i wanna thx shui hui for doing wad i please her to..

thx to kintoh,mel,hannah,fiq,and that whole gang 4 ur concern lol haha thx alot!!!!!

lol ltr goin jp to buy thingz see if can meet mei maybe goin wif jy

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4:30 PM

seriously hmm i gotta say i post due to the controlled mi?

i jux wanna ask bros,angels and myself.. ths qn..

Am I still mi?

i dun think i am... cox i prefer the days back then... the one that i lived happily even wif pain... the one that i turned my eyes into blue eh? the days i will nvr forget at all, almost all the thing since den were still wif mi except the ring,some paper? the ring lost really lost, cox ever since it was gone im nt mi animore it holds the real mi i guess? i really miss that ring alot that silver ring wif ur name and that date carved in the inner side of it.... those letters when i was at thailand and u at malaysia is still wif mi so preciously kept somewhere and the few days letter when i was at the trainin 4 thailand comm trip at changi cottage... i rmbed that very sentence that u say i was smiling at u when i went to ur klass... i rmbed that scene too... and also a scene on the bus at sunshine place there.... it wun go i mean all... thats mi...that scene will remain that very very memory

jian yang maybe like u say to mi, move on? haha i did but nt all, part of mi are moving, other than that they are at that place so that i can be there waitin....


been long since i post while typing and crying?


keas bye peepx

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10:56 PM

today CCA fair lol din really do much i jux went round talkin to bros instead of gettin ppl to go BB booth predict that SJAB will haf the higest enrollment i guess... now gd MR wong (captain0 knows bout my headache le now i duno la seem like its gettin worse every single day suspected to be margraine by zurah and shu hui

today cca fair eh was liike nth lol boring cox im nt in fancy drill regretted nt joinin FD haix nvm den aft express viewing went to hall den she pasted a sticker on mi din budge? haha i mean y shld i? den i paste it in my wallet haha 4 fun? and i gt 1 on the outer side of my wallet lol.. and hers inner side lol... preserve lol jokin haha.... den aft cca fair ended pack up den buy ticket frm marcus den continue pack up den nuer call mi see rainbow lol haha that time was hafin gastric and headache lol cox i din eat aft recess den was like so weak lol den den den.. went 4 dinner wait 4 desmond to reach at 8.30 bout there den i was like so hungry and gobbled down my 1st plate of rice and went 4 the second 1 lol i was like finished 2nd round and shaun jux finish eatin eh haha.... den go hme i was hyper all the way till now? den wan slp le tired le lol

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12:33 AM

1C klass photo nt everyone is around and its BLUR!!!


1C facilitators 1st pic



YEE JIN!!! (xiao bai!!)


1C facilitators 2nd pic!!!


lol HERE 1C,Xiao~mei karin, Ultraman-jian deh mehmeh yang and zawani !!!

u wana take disable javascript den can take lol

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6:26 PM

Suffering from serious headache since 9/1/07
that nite i was rushin my homework for hours den someone called den talk alittle while i suddenly feel a strong pain as though i was hit from behind and i almost faint.. keas im stilll having headache for 2 days le and i dun mind faint den faint la

keas now on today?
oh no i forgot wad i wanted to blog!!! haix sorri i seriously forgot cox headache really very pain

BY THE WAY:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAOLI(MAOLI) haha

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8:43 PM

currently very moody i duno y im juz moody i been thinkin bout that avoiding thingy of mine la nvm hmm forget it...

i jux read a 1g blog someting bout 1g and c seems nt settled...

.... keas i seriously duno wad to say ....

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8:08 PM

NOw its my turn to post aft sec 1 orientation camp wheeee!!!!!

ITS so damn fun + tiring+haywire+my briefing skills sux+ 1C U ROX MAN

1C faciliatators: Karin,Jian Yang,Zawani,Cheinyie(me)

1st day wed.
after assembling them in to hall aft morning assembly... mi and jy started by helpin ms karasi(my co form) with the handbooks ec 1 and follow by 4G and den 2B
i was like juz bathe when i send to 4G jie and izz they were asking u juz finish bathin izzit? haha my seat is located beside izz... so i went to 2b and went back for the ms lim morning briefing while the sec 1s are hafin their principal's dailogue and discipline talk till ice breaker time we haf a polar bear game which is so dead for klass 1c i guess cox if i had toilet paper i would haf toilet paper game thats a very good icebreaker .. and they had recess followed by talks by mr sameul inroducin himself and wad ever and i was name rawr! by jian yang i 4gt le

2nd day thurs,
aft assembly straight away team buildingames and very last minute la i mean my games den was quite a mess i mean its a mess den i ate in to personal time but i was no use aniwaes den recess den they that principal dailogue we were restin haha cox we were told to rest at times when we are not needed followed by meetin and skool athem
den talk talks den telematch it was cancell due to rain thus they were taught food cheers and then dinner which i oni ate abit cox before i started eating i need to help the sec 1s with the clearing of food which none of us were suppose to do i made mi almost puke cox i recalled the sl camp nvm damn pissed off that time and KIDNAPPED my last minute plan wif fernandas were messy at the start then it was noisy and fun .. it made weiyang angry mi abit angry too... supper and them wash up which was super super long cox we need all student to finish up thus we were waiting for the gals to finish den students lights off SL were hafing our reflections at 2+ thus we were sent to slp so mi,shaun.jy yk and fer joined the ava boys wif the tapin of the 3.33.33am bus it was true cox we left but the ava boys were there and taped it down.... cool!

and so 3rd day.... i oni had 15mins of slp By the way haha

so sl were resting aft assembly till folkdancin slpt for short while den woke xiao mei up for folk dance den inro talk by ms chen we slpt and i woke xiao mei shaun jy up for folk dance and then we went teaching mel was incharge and soon aft ms chen took over and mi and xiao mei were dancein wif exaggerated our movements like retards and started teachin cheers and stuffs fernana did the chimpanzee clap and movement at 1C so funny and recess and campfire preaparation splited them into 2 groups mr sameul took half the class for decorations and we took the other half for preaparations... mean time zawani and jy were coachin mi and xiao mei sat behind singing the SADSAD song which was so fun wif the LEOmon lime hah and left for 1G bro's shaun klass they were really a great klass when the smartest most idea gal MEL was there and karin was wif shaun i was talkin to mel-mama and Hann-AH my mei and we made 2 of our name tags and exchanged 1 haha and aft that i went back to klass they we gettin reading and so we started wif the songs getting abit crazy there and aft thats lunch and rehersal for items and aft that before mr sameul came i had a short period of time alone wif 1C haha made my own joke wif them they were laughin like mad!!! something bout 1C's boys and gals they know and thats the best lol.... and adt taht dinner and campfire before campfire help was need and 3 facilitators were gone mr sameul and ms tan yifong were there and i made them warmed up for campfire wif campfire's burning and everybody dance now and thats wad mr sameul like the most.. before goin for campfire last everybody dance now wif my version of sakea sushi mr sameul goes:" i duno wad he was talkin about but i think u guys know haha.."
and we left for campfire... 1C were great all the while and it rained so we moved to the hall and so on and aft performances prize giving 1C gt most CARING KLASS!!!!

and aft they were sent backt o klass we were suppose to take a whole klass pic wif facilitators but parents are waitin so they left and i went home slp lol....


1C U GUYS WERE GREAT!!!!!!! U WOOOOONNNNNNN THE MOST CARING CLASS!!!!!!! JUX LIKE MY YEAR 1F HAHA U GUYS REALLY MADE EFFORT OUT AND WON IT U GUYS DESERVE WAD U GET AND
RAWR!!!! MY CHOC THAT IN TOATAL COST $15 DIN GO TO WASTE
WE LOVE U 1C!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAN YANG!!!!!



FOr information:
Karin slpt on 3rd day 2.30+ till dinner if im nt wrnog and throwin mi jy and zawani there lol its ok u are tired ....

and im tired too i rest oni awhile !!!!! haha joking


TO nuer: u were upset cox of somethingz lol.... now u are ok THATS GREAT!!!!

Labels: sec 1 orientation camp

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7:11 PM

keas erm how do i say???

im like abit confused still the same bout nth?

maybe its bout something that i duno haha
hmmm i feel so dead in my world of feelings i guess it jux seem too difficult to get my control over it

ihaf been online frm noon till now been like so 'dry' cox jux so suddenly tears flow down ... seriously i wanna change alot maybe really i aint really a person to trust i guess if wad i said i correct tell mi

tho i cant wait for sec 1 orientation to come its like im dying for it and now it seem like i really wanna die at this very moment and i dun wanna say i haf no regret cox i will haf but i rather die and seriously! wad am i typing!! Piece OF SHIT!!!
subconcious mind of mi i guess a half splited mi


a problem wif mi split personality jux that oni ppl know mi can see when im splitted nvm i dun really hate or like being a split i guess...

hmm its a new year but all the past memories keep revolving in my mind can thus i cant change but i'll try wif a promised kept

bye nite tho im nt slpin i guess?

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3:19 AM

罗志祥 --好朋友


像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
HO 还会不会寂寞
你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩 你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞
呜。。。


this song is by 罗志祥 this song is a very nice 1 i seriously like it alot its lyrics is really very meaning full i must say?

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:12 PM

hi its a new years a whole new 365days to go lets us recap on wad happened to mi last yr?

erm 1st event? admin CSM
i became a Admin CSM this yr but sorri tho wasnt doing my job cox there wasnt really ani and i lost interest in BB thats y

next event was like ya Sec 3 SL trainin camp
hmm tho i muz sa im nt a person wif good leadership hm idun even know i haf anot 1st
and den i became a SL aft that camp and aft nominations of sec 4 which i knew wad happened...

3rd?Thailand community service trip
hmmm a person who's nt in the thailand community service trip went to oppted for a vacancy and i got it thus i made mi made more frenz know them more lots of thingz happen sad fun memorable happeningz are all kept.

next event? my B'dea

haha was the best i muz say?
1st time had prezzenz frm yt.leo and sm and one more frm sm
1st time my b'dea wasnt alone... wasnt in spore and was in thailand!!!! at that point of time really miss her and love her alot and will olweas do

nxt hmm sec 3 camp
keas wanna say in this camp it bonded my klass but still i had alot of saddenin thingz happenin outside i mean outside that particular world may it happened in my world..

nxt a sad event
ehh haha i know can le cox im recapin myself lol... a BU lol

nxt happened at hme
jux wanna say ya tho she's nt wif us she stay wherever we are.... miss her

nxt 1st time
christmas wasnt alone wasnt at hme its ourside wif frenz went ice skatin!! 1st time tho but it was fun muz say 1/3/07 goin there again


9th a countdown thats wif such big grp? haha
hmm ended up those that was surppose to go countdown at boonlay became tired lol... and so we went hme....






hmm din haf lots of pix in my computer sorri lol..

a msg for her:
i will keep that particular promise.. cox when i said i really will mean i realy will....

to nuer: a new yr new start if there thingz wanna bring over bring it along undone unsettled lol.... wad am i tokin lol....

disbanded angels:
hmmm jux let it go? gotta say had fun times out ...

bro shaun: bro i know wad u r goin to do thus i gif u my support:)


jy,yk,yz,cheryl,mel,mei,wy,hm:

u guys are great i mean i really had alot of fun wif u guys out hmmm shaun din add u here .... cox this bunch of ppl are kinda a new grp we're out wif?

oh ya some hidden hapeninz wont be written here wanna know see i wan tell anot lor

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
12:38 PM

happy new year guys its a new year new start more thingz to come and wait for

ytd went bikin at eastcoast den was like 2 hr there teachin shaun den den den 1/2hr of chiongin? fun den Wy worst la cox he 2 hr nvr bike at all he teachin huimin lol... gt fortunate feelin? lol den eat le meet wif jy fren bas?i guess den meet wif the others lol they are cool i mean S.P.D(deka) thingy cool man den went to esplanade see see den go jp den play play till 11 den all say lazy to go lol den all went back den i was like kk erm tired den lazy to get off bus 242 den took 1 round den bus broke down at nuer's busstop den i walk walk hme lor den play ps 2 den onlne lor some pix?



erm my new shoes? surpose to be dark blue den uncle gif wrong




erm mi mei shaun n boon shoes?








my no. 27 curse?




mei's hp and my spare spoilt phone lol... taken few days ago




my mei cute little photo when she's young....

how i hope haf nuer's too lol... haha more thingz too pix and i cant wait 4 prezzen frm nuer lol gt 4 her too ahaha

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1:07 AM