well its holiday today ... tmr too... well.. slp very late ytd... like ...3+am hardly slp that late...
was watching videos on crunchyroll about yui and i m super jealous... of that particular skool lol graduation hafing yui to be there wif them but well touching too as yui talks about her life... when she started music... she din haf graduation... coz of her pursuing music .. yea ..

this is the link http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-447472/YUI-Medley-Live-English-Subtitles.html

nice vid haha .. den
and soso lah ... today was still ok i think...
.hack GU movie is out and im watching it ... its damn damn damn damn damn nice coolio~

woohoo! lol

well thats all... juz finished my short run ....
ltr going out for dinner ...
tc everyone

once again i told u how i felt
everyting ... but im nt sure how u feel but its ok ...


im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
5:42 PM

hihi...
sitting in a room where i can look at the sky.. be it nite or day... i like it...


im awake gonna blog bout ... today...
today sux... kinda ok...
brain like...dead .... try to understand stupid statements...
... den klass oni got 14 ppl den 2 grps...
den like quit lively still...
in the end soso lah
den slack den go eat den go home lah...
talkin to nuer on the phone now .. lol....
but like wan hang up soon coz she tmr got test lala...
hope she dun think too much ...
do well ...

well think im gonna go out ltr... to get something to drink...
i think shld be grn tea bah i like to be out so late.. feel so peaceful and free....
haha


in a way things seems rite?
but in a way it dangerous too .. but well cant do much aniway....
all i can do is to hope and pray for everything to be ok...
=\

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11:32 PM

wellso to say this whole week was kinda boring? lol.. maybe bah...
well... this week, 4 days eat wif sorta like bff of klass? adham.. lol kinda good lah we talk about alot of things its like a giant n a dwarf being good frenz

continue wif wed i think i forgot where i left...
science was ok like ok loh.. coz at least learn before den ya do do do...
rj qn was who is the role model wad haf u learn from him/her... lol

thurs was ok lah quite difficult to understand... answer were correct lah but juz the understanding part like wad wendy say ... we can we but dun understand sighs...
rj qn bout presentation skills...
friday... duno wad to say... good or bad?... XX was angry wif klass.. coz too quiet...
den klass had debate which like very hurtful coz like... a war like that lah... duno how to say lah... sad to see it lah....thats y i say klass nt ready for debate...
rj: blog about that day... lol

saturday: boring day... i say... search for show to watch like the whole day den rmb got 2 more epi of densha otoko to watch another ending and deluxe special lol.. ended very nice lah...
its a true story some more...
went for run juz now... it sucks but well more of it i can get back,,,,
den ya did like some chatting lah hmm nt to bad....
fun in a way but after that i feel bored... sighs... i olweas no topic to chat n it sucks....

all in all it was good n bad lol... this week ... and i completed death race and nvr back down this week wooooo
ok tc...


CANT WAIT FOR YUI NEW single or album i cant rmb.. the new song's lyrics sounds damn nice ...
cant wait.. should i ship in or wait for spore to release it.. at HMV
shld i or shld i not??? ROAR!!..
well i will see how..

I’ve been recalling
About you
I’ve been recalling
About you
I’ve been recalling
About you
I’ve been recalling
About you
I’ve been recalling
About you ...
and i still am...
and i wonder alot of things again...
more things than when i 1st told u those...
if i am to tell u all of them again it would be alot...


im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
12:31 AM

omg im looking at yui 3rd tour i loved yesterday's merchandise which is over
but i liked it so much LOL haha omg.... i feel like buying them...
even feel like... buying the new album yet to released... shld i ship it.. $47+_....



roar
http://lawson.jp/lawson/loppicatalog/category.html?category=7583&page=0


the cd!!!

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:05 AM

SAD!!! SAD!! today was suppose to go interview... mil adham nurez mi gio justin wanted to do one!! ROAR.. but in the end we decided not to lah!!. gio said too many ppl and other things.. den i was like sad... yet duno y happy coz no need interview.. but i really wan go lah... den duno leh feel like very ... very ... nt really happy but nvm since we decided not to den all dun lah
i was like psycho-ing adham join us until he agreed and like... even he kacau mi cy go interview... interview lol thru the 1st break
1st break went eat wif nydia,nisha,gio jolin n justin...
end up only mi gio n nydia sit tgt the other 3 wif frenz...
den was like discussin rj for the talk we attended how to do lol
den took pics haha
haha...... den cs on 2nd break.... aft skool ... presentation was nt bad... jack nvr come skool again.. toay grping: nana jacq,jack,Ian , mi but jack nvr come... so many day le i think her habit come back alr
if wad she said bout last sem is true.. which i think is...
den aft skool cs .. justin came ovr to my klass... en cs .. mi adham n him.. den slack till 630 left skool... go cwp eat den mi n adham was like telling justin come klass more often den can cs.... mi n adham was like talking coming hols go chalet for w16k... den also .. chalet at end of year lol i wun mind haha...
den w24d i hope like chalet soon? i wan go sentosa too again wif u guys...


pics of 1st break all takin by gio haha


gio n nydia...



gio n nydia again

mi taken by gio she said something damn funny bout it... lol...



the 3 of us ^^



zul din come skool today.. it juz feel something is missing!.. huda too mirah too !...
people plz stop nt coming to skool plz i miss u all...
n i influenced nisha to come skool lol...


days been good days been bad
add i wan is u to haf as much great days as possible..
not day i can make it but .. no matter wad i think u will haf great days
^^

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10:38 PM

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
6:32 PM

hi been nt bloggin these few days well it wun really matter aniway...
well so to say this week... kinda sucky i must say.. from monday to friday .. i wasnt really performing... not contributing alot too...


tuesday enterprise was killer at qna faci keep asking everygrp qn,,,mi hieqel kelly putri teamed for enterprise... jack din come ):

wed science was tedious like omg.!(1st time meet faci lynette , very motherly .haha)
killer! teamed wif aung,jacq,mil,nurez but was still ok lah... i mean at least they do help... we had lots of fun during break outs... chatting. and putri is damn slow in alot of things haha

thurs wasnt too bad but i was totally O.O dun understand.. not talking much (wendy oso said i that day like muted...) usual gro mi wesley,gina , jessy and nana but oni mi wesley n jessy came so it was tragic for 3 to cope wif everything lol... JESSY CHOKE ON SALIVA !! when i ask her a qn lol... a few of us discussed to go for interview tgt.. cool WE are going for service learning tgt woots. mi mil jack animore adham?... ahaha join ppl join!! i cant wait.. i wana go chiang mai again whee



convo on which talk to go ended up i went wif nydia for seg talk haha





aung cute drawing coz he wans to change course...den cry haha

friday comm.. wasnt contributing much .. was kinda quiet oni abit more energized during break coz of cs.... and mil wore until very pretty haha ...
teamed wif nurez,kelly,syahril,jacq... (i was groupless coz XX put mi solo>.<...) jack din come lol lesson was ok presentation was nice coz all of us had to put up 2 pics that we haf feelings for....
w16k knew more bout each other now.. and mil!! i love the sky too same reason as the one u haf ... haha!!!
and Viet REALLY CAN DRAW... he drew a pic on the spot ...

here u go!


sat stay homed... nth to do oso.. woke up prayed coz mom's 3rd death anni...i miss her ... wanted to slp aft that but house got day maid den cannt slp -.-... so...
.. watched densha otoko(train man) very nice show.. watch 8 epis... after the 8th was like near 1 am den went bathe coz i 4gt watch drama until forget... den aft bathe wan slp alr den nuer called mi den chatted all the way till 4 den both of us tired le.. so long nvr talked on phone for so long like months?... but its nice...

today woke up at 2+ den watch densha otoko till end.which is epi 11.. so i spent 11 hrs approx watching the whole series whici ended at bout 5pm ++ for mi i think.. den ya felt like blogging DENSHA OTOKO is a damn nice show...

when waiting for someone u love its like waiting eternally ,
but when with that person u like.. time pass like an instant..
but if one think it is worthwhile...
obviously no matter how long it does not matter at all..
tc everyone...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
6:01 PM

monday ... 2nd week cog.. 1st time meeting actual faci...
well... one word BORING!...omfg this faci juz bore the whole klass ... w16k is practically not listening a single shit...from her.. WTF... den 2nd meeting and aft skool guys were cs-ing ....

1st break 2nd break met wif w24d peeps....



this is wad happened during 2nd meeting


Adham and his let go home at 12.. lol
alot was tempted to i guess.... i am haha to leave coz its too boring...

aft presentation which went okok so ya ok loh =.= lol den aft klass cs-ing played alot of map.... and waited for azizul to dismiss from emp den met him and went home...

sorri pop.. was very not ok actually... sorri...

aft so long i still yearn for u ..
yearn to see u yet i get so sad when i do...
i yearn yet ... i cant...haf...
but still its a promise that i keep...
and i really will

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:19 PM

well im back.. at my blog...feeling worse den juz now... coz some bloody headache struck on mi...zzz headache roar... well who care..
let it cont .. if possible make my memory lost... it might be good...
well crapping here lol... thats...


i wonder and wonder... about alot of things
wonder how haf things been..
wonder how things will be...
wonder y it turned out this way...
my life is full of questions...
even wonder if _______________
well nth in particular... dun bother counting the blanks coz i din count too...

bye..

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:45 PM

well... sunday... boring day... another slpless night and nth change, its still the same...

saturday went dinner wif zul n huda.. at FnC nice dinner thou its a short time we spend on that day haha... nice meal den headed home aft we went hmv....

well seem like short post bah =) tc...


is there something.. we wanna say?..
there us for mi...
but i cant ... something is holding mi back...
the fear of even being not able to chat
...
this one thing i holding me back.
even that when i wanna chat properly...
i cant... so much to say but so little was said..
the meaning might have changed..

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
3:10 PM

time now 1117am...
juz woke up... feeling kinda fucked up... so many things bugging mi again....
zul sure knows wad i mean, nuer oso know... .... hmms well wadeva....

ytd din go skool was sick... but noon time when i got better met up wif zul n the rest which din go skool too.. den walk ard fareast den paragon den taka... the mini showcase of 1 bubble 2 souls at paragon was omg damn nice.... well... thats all i can say... den after here n there we went wisma.. walk abit more den mirah nisha went off...
left mi n zul went to huda hse. to break fast... lol eating wif a muslim family for the 1st time lol... nice meal but felt extremely uncomfortable...
den went DTE buy cup walker to drink.. mine jasmine milk tea, zul pearl milk tea, huda green apple grn tea... den waitng to talk bus... den chatted nuer called mi.. haha it made mi happy woots even though im tired.... den 358 wifout T was too long so mi n zul left 1st and ya went home loh....

well...
ya thats all
mood nt too good...
seriously nt good....


things that shld have been told to u
have been told in the past...
wad was said will still be true...
its sorta a promise made.. by mi...
no matter wad... it stays..

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
11:18 AM

well... let mi start bloggin bout things before i 4get then.. lol... wednesday 100908
actually had the thought of foing off at 2nd meeting but apparently w24d peeps some juz din haf mood to go klass including me... so wel...went civic center wif zul mirah huda nydia and mat. ya slacked at library after eating mac den ya talk to w16k peeps on msn den was askin jacq who nvr come and how was faci she said motherly . so i hope will be good haha accopany nisha eat when she arrived...den after bout 1245 i left to meet nuers plus jeremy goh..sure missed them... ya so long since i meet all of them jing han and sky and jeremy lol... watched 2 movies... was nice and fun lol.... like near 1 yr nvr meet loh.. ya den chatted alot wif jinghan lah ... =) den go jp see jeremy eat subway den go home...
thx for the day guys zul,mirah,huda,nydia,nisha,mat+ jinghan,sky,jeremy

today 110908 well reach klass quite early earlier den normal but not as early as how i used to be... which soon i will change back... soon.... sat at team 1 there wif only me until the rest came.... jessy came 1st den gina den wesley den nana... was okok? faci came den was like last week mi and adham nvr come how do i call u lol den i say cy lol........ den she came to my grp was like.. are u local?=.=...reason:"coz i tot u haven come back from ur country..."=.= WTF do i even look foreigner?.... den she was like no lah u look local lah juz ur name mah den ... ... nth to say.... den 1st break exchanged phone numbers, emails, and such left to meet w24d peeps eat which was nice ... den went back klass 2nd meeting was abit confusing... but ended okok but until duno when i damn bothered by sutff..... den 2nd break meet zul,nydia,huda,mirah... den ya chatted till 145 den go back den help gina abit here n there den w26k started cz-ing den awhile faci came.... den started ppt and such well it went damn well... den aft skool.... meet w24d go home...


i haf alot to say but i cant...
all i can is to care as much as i can...
even though i duno how ....

Labels: computing n math is tiring, fun, movies, nuers, W16K, W24D

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:55 PM

hi all been long. since i blogged well no one cares aniway LOL

day 2(050908) pon-ed skool wif w24d bunch for movies coz those who werent at skool juz felt tired but still we went for movies and such...
that day was tiring and thrilling

day 3 (060908) communication- teamed wif jacklyn again... jacq,syahril,gina and kelly.
well that day sure was fun wif GOSSHIP/gosshit as the topic... whole klass haf fun laughing at voices.. and some words.. and teasing Viet wif going to geylang and such haha... during lesson and aft skool guys of w16k were CZ-ing... and left as a guy grp nice sia.... after that went foos...totally lost touch of everything... great... haiz...
den went nigel hse aft i reach home ovrnight till saturday evening go home... den slp and so on...

sunday went for lunch wif sim fern n nig at botak... den after that went home slack slack and slack... yup thats all for sunday...

monday TODAy!teamed wif jacklyn(3rd time),jacq(2nd time),nana and ian for cognitive today .. was kinda tough but turned out fine for the whole klass.... whole klass was practically lost here n there but duno y when present all danm nice haha... Alison out relief faci was good she do things damn fast... den ended skool at 330 guys of w16k wif addition of jacq and elene join CZ... again for 1 hr den go home met nig and cabbed home yup thats all for my day. =D

wun mind teaming wif jacklyn and jacq more haha

W24D is still badly missed... and W16k seems fun =D

well... you are nvr gone from my heart..
every single day i still miss u like no tmr..
yet nth can be done..


“逢いたいよ” って今すぐにでも 叫びたいのに
“I want to see you” right now! Even though I want to shout it.
もうYou and I 言えない
I no longer can say “you and I”
意地をはっても つかめない
Even if I try to force it. I can’t catch you
あの頃は腕の中にいたのに
Back then you used to be in my arms
キミはもういない
But you’re gone now.

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:04 PM

Left nurez,center jacklyn,right Mil

woots the grp of my 1st day of Sem 2
grp members... nures,mil,jacklyn and one more guy (duno the name n din come)
well before 2nd meeting we were practically ....... until before i left for 1st break at least talked abit to mil den left to meet W24D
aft eating went back den ... talk bout wrksht den faci came discuss den aft that we seriously started chatting and chatting until 1+when jacklyn when to collect her lappy which is sitting at IT HD the whole day?
chatted alot and really alot for 1st day i muz say
den do ppt short and simple
den faci oso short n simple end 6p den ok
off we go ..
den go meet w24d saw someone in lift.. oo hi LOL...
den after that wait here wait there..den saw mei ... chat awhile den met zul den walk out of rp saw friday gal (Jolin)... sad .. lah she sad lol hope her klass dun treat her bad lol..
den mi mirah,huda,nisha walked to causseway,mirah left den went banquet den wait for justin n zul.. den decided to play silent hill lol scary lol... haha den play until ready to break fast den we ate den go home tired LOL
had fun for sure


well thats all for this great day of 1st day sem 1

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:55 PM

juz a song from Keitai sousakan 7... nice show..
i like this song.. sorta says wad i feel for like duno how long.?

tc everyone



Keitai Sousakan7 - Sands of Time
ENGLISH TRANSLATION by TV-Nihon

“逢いたいよ” って今すぐにでも
“I want to see you” right now!

[Verse 1]
つないでた手を離したんだ I know…わかってる
Our hands used to be connected, but they’ve come apart
I know… I know.

無口なホームで…
Our home is silent…

[RAP]
I’m Mr. lover なんて強がる can you feel me?
I’m Mr. Lover. I put up a tough front. Can you feel me?

未だに you’re my 心癒す diva
You’re still the diva that still heals my heart

But I can’t say this word “逢いたいな”
But I can’t say these words “I want to see you”

I wanna 時を rewind right now
I wanna rewind time right now

[Chorus 1]
“逢いたいよ” って今すぐにでも 叫びたいのに
“I want to see you” right now! Even though I want to shout it.

もうYou and I 言えない
I no longer can say “you and I”

意地をはっても つかめない
Even if I try to force it. I can’t catch you

あの頃は腕の中にいたのに
Back then you used to be in my arms

キミはもういない
But you’re gone now.

[Verse 2]
Baby… come back to here for me

そう隣に… I wanna say it
Yes, by my side… I wanna say it

You and I お互い 言えない 逢えない
You and I. Neither speaking or seeing each other

あの时から素直になれない 魔法が解けない
I’ve never been honest with my feelings. I can’t undo the spell

I wanna use the sands of time… 君のそばにいたい
I wanna use the Sands of time… I wanna be by your side

[Chorus 2]
“愛してる” って叫んでみたけど
I yelled out “I love you!” but…

君の元には届かないよ
It could not reach you

泣かないでくれよ ツラくなるから
Please don’t cry. It makes it more painful

胸の奥に想いを閉じ込めた
I’ll keep these feelings in my heart

キミはもういない
Because you’re gone now

[Bridge]
Hey my girl 誰かの “モノ” になるなら
Hey my girl if you’re going to be someone else’s

いっそ消えてほしいと願う 心の中
Then my desires and wishes quickly disappear. In my heart

未だ思い出 flash back!
Still memories flash back!

あの時 あの場所で出会わなければ…
That time, that place where we met…

[Chorus 1 & 2]
“愛してる” って叫んでみたけど
I yelled out “I love you!” but…

君の元には届かないよ
It could not reach you

泣かないでくれよ ツラくなるから
Please don’t cry. It makes it more painful

胸の奥に想いを閉じ込めた
I’ll keep these feelings in my heart

“逢いたいよ” って今すぐにでも叫びたいのに
“I want to see you” right now! Even though I want to shout it.

もうYou and I 言えない
I no longer can say “you and I”

意地をはっても つかめない
Even if I try to force it. I can’t catch you

あの頃は腕の中に
Back then you used to be in my arms


the End

Labels: Keitai Sousakan 7, Sands of Time

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7:35 PM