well hi ppl....

well cant help animore... holidays are olweas the days i look back
well i went back digging thru my memories...
lol i make it sound like i have a room i enter for memories.. well i mean my head den ..

they dun feel so pain animore as i look back...
i wonder y... even if everything that i so dear,precious.. all seem like nth animore..
i look thru the days.... i asked... izzit even possible to show the same?... i guess its no....

i asked a personal qn had my personal doubts....
think of other solution... and said let it roll by itself... its out of control...
some day before.. i found out the impact of memories itself isnt as hard as impact of places u had there...
coz taht particular day in dad's car i saw that place... tear started flowing that night unknowingly...

well lets blog bout ytd now..


nth much ... 12am was discussing wif wati about bbq on her bdae.....
lol.... den slpt lik 1+/2? den woke up do nth.... den went nig hse... until 5 left for jp to get my $$ den went back nig house den eat everything go homeat at 11 i think... den the night was like smsing GC LOL......
and ginachan~ is back.. haha form m'sia...lol.....
reach home onlne chat wif gina den nth le... den slp? woke up.... look out window at the sky... thats where wadeva happened on top happened i mean the looking back part...



kk tc bb ltr gonna head down to parkway ... sighs..

its like a place that i cant nvr reach out to...
unless you reach out for mi too..

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:54 AM

well saturday ton at allan hse.. wif jared zl jh yy yd
gamed the night away ... haven slp for more den 24 hrs alr...

but aniway im so fucking sad now...

dun wan to say ... but it juz sucks...


aniway i pop that qn
asking bout thought in my mind..
well..
nth much left

tc ppl.. sighs...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:17 PM

this particular thought hit my mind...
now i really wonder
should i pop that qn to u ...
coz 2 sides to it..
good n bad


the fear of losing in hitting mi so much
that i dun even dare to pop that qn to u ...
but maybe as time i nearing i would do that...
i hope i can ...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
1:53 PM

well sci and ut was soso lah duno .. dun wanna like say its difficult or easy keep it in the middle... wait till reesult out den tell mi bah

ok juz done rj ... and everything im feeling super tired...
din talk much in klass coz too tired...

and thx heiqal for bringing aroma therapy to the klass though it made the klass super nice place to sleep but its nice^^

tc ppl off to slp bb gd nite...
i would tell u ...
try as much to relax....
ani situation.... aite?

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
8:34 PM

well FERN I NEDMY EARPIECE IM SUFFERING WIF LISTENING TO ONLY ONE SIDE T.T ROAR

well today was kinda fun in klass haha a few of us were playbe hotel 626 in klass... haha damn nice llah the graphic are very nice haha den presentation wasnt that bad juz that i wasnt even listen to others presentation not even 6p not even go thru quiz aft klass for tmr's UT well i couldnt care much today juz no heart for studyin today ...




aft klass game den eat at trcc den go home...

i really need my earpiece -.-T.t


i dun seem to be able to...
im ... im...
speechless... all i can hear is the sound of my heartbeat
getting louder n louder...
will u break that silence?..
plz.. juz break it...



Hotel 626

bb
ppl..

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:43 PM

hi ppl morning .. im feeling very tired.. still lol... well its gonna be a fun day so when its fun i will automatically feel energetic ...

came skool ... took out ez-link card... the nxt moment my card holder disappeared... WTF!!!

den nvm i go klass put bag n everything den i go down to table den saw it there .. phew.... my ic is inside and 3 hearts and alot of things....


well XX reborn her hair....
haha... nth to say.... not not nice not very nice oso haha...

nuer today paper good luck !!
hope u do well and dun too stress.. wor

woots....... ytd dled yui photoshoot damn nice ^^










and i haf 10 drafts of desktop backgrnd which june help me do ytd haha ..
thats all hope everyone have a nice day ...


I’ll be [translation]

I’ll be I’ve been recalling
About you
You’ve decided on your journey right
Together You have my support no matter when

If there ever comes a time when you feel like giving up
Don’t simply coop up in your room

Walk on the streets
Find back that feeling
Which you felt on this day Oh Baby Try

Over and over again “Play You”
Because there ain’t any other choice but to do it

I’ll be You just have to
Paint it into your own colour
Though there will definitely be uncertainties
Together You have my support no matter when

If there ever comes a time when you feel like you’re losing to loneliness
Listen to the songs that you love

Even if you are
Lost in the crowd
You’ll be able to find it Oh Baby Try

A smile is “Play You”
Because it’ll become your strength

I’ll be I’ve been recalling
About you
You’ve decided on your journey right
Together You have my support no matter when

The time when you find yourself slowly
Beginning to love someone
The courage to protect that someone
Will grow in you

I’ll be Each time you look back
On those little disappointments definitely
You’ll be able to feel the gentleness
It seems life is not something to be thrown away

I’ll be You just have to
Paint it into your own colour
Though there will definitely be uncertainties
Together You have my support no matter when

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
8:38 AM

well..3rd update for the day .. haiz but its nt very good though...
im tired.. very ... of trying to put up juz a front.. maybe brave? or can i say happy..


yea i really am very tired now...
how to say?.. i sorta hate alot of things...
alot..


yet if i choose to look the other way.. i have things to be happy to ..
now.. i guess i shld pull back from this world..
that i feared for so long...
i really gonna do that...

something seem like nothing
yet it is something...
that nothing might be really nothing...
but it is something that i wanna keep still..
everything is something to me...
even the small bit of it...



im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
6:46 PM

well today was kidna okok? woke up feeling dan tired.. go work... den after that eat den walk walk arnd and go home?....


lol gonna go get some rest soon....


well... below is a poem by june... coz i told her to write this...
i gave her the idea...

and i would say it really kinda apply to mi..
... thx june....


and well... to that her......

Waiting – Just for you.
Clocks are ticking and time is moving,
Yet just for you, I am here waiting.
Seasons pass and cycles repeat again,
Yet just for you, I’ll wait even in vain.

I see flowers blooming in their prime,
And again I see them wilting with time.
I see my friends in pairs, happy as can be,
Yet just for you, I’ll keep myself free.

I’ve waited through passages of time,
And I’ve long since passed my prime.
Yet just for you, I’ll wait once more.
For it’s you and you alone that I adore.


above poem © By jtingx




nevertheless.. i will still stay by...
wheneva u need me even as fren ...
i will be here...
and i always will exist... if u know wad i mean...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
5:04 PM

this quiz started at 4.01pm ended at 5.01 pm LOL


100 Questions
01. What have you been doing recently?
Updating my blog, watching J drama… chatting? Smsing w16k to bring thermometer tmr for stupid exercise ….

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
No. coz I charge it either everyday if nt once in 2 days if really do run up I got spare phone if im wif my bag….

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
I was at somewhere in cck tworking taking height n weight…

04. When did you last cry?
The day aft that particular Tuesday….

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Is there ani difference? But to mi .. I do wad I can … but if still cannt let nature take its course…

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Hmm, I wan to fill up that missing part… I want to bring happiness to a lot of ppl.. as well as myself…


07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Nope nt an umbrella…
If I have my hoody on I would put up my hood… if nt dun care walk in the rain which I like…

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Hmmz my bolster to hug LOL….

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Grey shorts….

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Have quite a lot? … haha …

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Nope coz it make me crazy when its too complicated and I sorta prefer it simple lol I hate mindgames..

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Yeah belt I borrowed from Shaun lol

13. What was the last movie you caught?
LAst movie was red cliff wif bros?

14. What are you proud of?
Ehh I duno… nth bout mi I can be proud of?

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say
Something from her on helping her check something … very long ago...

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
The Script – the man who cant be moved.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Frodo, cy, w16k gamers all call mi Endrance…

18. What does your last received text message say?
“Rmb bring thermometer n cable tmr spread arnd…..” by Ardi who copied my msg and added cable…=.=

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11.00pm

20. Are you currently happy?
Ehh …. Not too bad?

21. Who gives you best advice?
A lot of ppl .. Pam,Sim,nuer,nydia? Still got more….

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Ehh yup but oni once…

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Adham , tell mi to gif mi the webby for something…

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
YES!!! HIMESAMA TELLING ME TO DO THIS!! ROAR!!! T_T

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Omg I forgot bout it…. Its either sim,Cheryl,yk,jy…

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Nope?

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
By right is yk by left is zoe coz I accidentally hung up when she call my phone to find jy

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yes

29. What annoys you most in a person?
When I know about something bout someone that I nvr ever wan to know…

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Ya obviously I have…...

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope. Never coz coz coz.. I juz dun wan….

32. What is the colour of your room?
Blue (wall) and apple green(ceiling).

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Nah.. I won't.. coz I will be jailed… and in jail I cant use that money den the person who is suppose to gif mi the money save a billion dollar…

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
Kinda? But but … haiya I duno….

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
ME?

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
W24d ppl? Some of them when we went to t3

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Err ani see the last person I kissed of coz?... but nt when i kissing her lah…

38. Do you have a life?
What do u think when I can meet Ian ardi n adham in skool ytd juz to play game and also to do this quiz today???

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
Of course I have! I sorta had that feeling before…

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Crush-by david A coz…. “But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away”

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Her…? Juz now when I fell aslp…

42. Last time you smiled?
In the afternoon, when im outside after work?..

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes.. became very weird… very emo very noisy at times …. Sometimes very heckcare oso..

44. What are you listening right now?
Suppose by Secondhand serenade.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Nah … coz im alone in my room? I dun talk to myself that often… well but im chattin on msn wif june …

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Ehhh both….? Eyes open when im woalking most of the time… eye closed when im too tired so I walk wif eye close to rest abit LOL.. not slp walking…

47. Is there a quote you live by?
I live by a lot of quote…. So I dun bother typinglol… but there is this rj on wad quote I live by … its all thereLOL

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
Yup. Coz im nt sure how things are going to happen from now on…

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Recorder during pri skool?, piano during sec 2?

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Ehhh I duno … coz when it’s the worst… I will be too paiseh to even say it..

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
Lying on my bed to slp….

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Hmmm kinda yes n no?... reason … is that u haf to ask mi to tell u….

53. What song best describe your love life?
Hmmmm duno? Too many?

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Yea obviously…

55. Who always make you laugh?
Ehh my frenz simple?

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Yes. I am quad-lingual. I English,Chinese, and a small bit of Jap n Malay

57. Favourite website(s)?
http://www.jpopmusic.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=71423&highlight ...Jpopmusic.com :: View topic - YUI (BEST ALBUM?! "MY SHORT STORIES" 11/12)

58. What's your middle name?
Ehh izzit Chein? If nt I dun think I have one…

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Go skool? Communication module…

60. What do you think you are like?
Hmm? Human? Weird at times?...and abit of nobody….

61. Who will you choose to die with?
Idk..if there is anione, do tell mi I would say thank u….

62. Where have you been today?
Cck, lot one, boonlay interchange and home

63. What game do you play often?
Too many to list…

64. Who are you missing right now?
Her? W24d? w16k?

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
I would say I depend lah… but I presume it is love?.. coz .. its shown …. But I did choose fren over love before…

66. What are you doing right now?
Listening to Awake by SS and chatting wif june and … abit hating her to tell mi do this..

67. Which primary school are you from?
Jurong Primary School.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Blue , black and Crimson...

69. What emotion you like to show?
Happiness I guess?

70. What is your life to you?
Its how I live my life… what I have gone thru… what I felt thru these years.. the people I love… the ppl I met, the ppl I know ,the ppl that made mi hate them. And
the very one I love…

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Emo.if nt I will solve it if nt clear it if nt divert my sttention as much as possible..

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
June… still chatting..

73. Who do you admire most?
Ehh I duno…

74. Which month are you born in?
May!

75. How are you feeling right now?
Tired… coz im slpy and tired of conting to do this quiz but I guess I will get it over and done wif…

76. What is the time now?
4:44p.m.

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
I would say they are here to check up my blog and chat? So they are friendly…

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
Erm BLACK coz its black from since I was born…

79. Why are you doing this test?
Because I was TOLD to.. juz to reward june for her doing her hmwrk n have studied? I really wonder y I need to reward her?

80. What do you do when you're moody?
find someone to confide . or hmm get pissed off wif most of the this I hear /do/
feel at that moment or when I moody…

81. At which age you wish to get married?
Im nt sure? So .. I think bout from 23 to 28?

82. Who is more important to you?
Huh?u nvr gif me ppl to compare.. I would say w24d, w16k, bros, her(not in any particular order)

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Type an sms to bros,w16k,w24d tell them thx for the days we spent tgt…
And also call her to tell her I love her… and finally bye…

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Errr I duno coz when I trust someone … that person will disappoint mi …
It happened a lot of times… already…

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Depends.. coz I oni seen a few for my 17 years of life…

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Happy life ….. living in super high tech place… and also maybe even something like Final fantasy? Lol….

87. What is your goal for this year?
Well I would say as much keep my record of 3.6 higher if nt not below 3.2… for GPA

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yup. But its difficult!!.

89. What feeling do you love most?
Bliss esp in relationship….

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yup. It nt it would not get hotter/ humid as the days pass… and the ice caps wun be
melting so fast?

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
Of being helpless? And useless….

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Kinda? Coz I would say its great knowing everyone I knew

93. Do you believe in God?
Hmm yea though im nt religious person… I pray to God..at times…

94. Who cares for you most?
Dad and frenz!!!.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Emotional aspect..+ trust…

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Myself… my hp…. If I haf to a sharp weapon/blunt one… or… a gun If I can get ani of them ..

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Being so unmotivated and apathetic at times….

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Ok. This is bad english. If no one no longer cares for you = If everyone cares for
you.(from june)
But if no one care bout mi… hmm sad yet heck care coz I still have to live rite?...

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Well I think its goodbye?... and also ask for her reason...


100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
Ehh… feel like killing the person who made these questions and also june for making mi do this and… impressed that I finished all qn?

THE END!!! ROAR!!!

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
5:03 PM

hi ppl its FRIFAY HAPPY FRIDAY well i talking bout ytd i haven slp so i dun care ....
its friday lol for this moment....

well skool was braining cracking today math ... decode this decode that wth but nvrtheless fun...
today's klass is total chaos coz shouting here and there haha coz we playing game ... den the gals here and there oso shout for fun ...
1st break buy cup noodles.... mi tom yum Gina Chan which i call gina chan~ bought chicken... den mi her jacq ardi ian stay outside klass eat .. talked until Wendy came back....

2nd meeting soso

2nd break... play game 1st den 1 pm go lunch at w4 ... its where w16k roam for 2nd break...
coz we dun like w6's food...except prata and the drink and the fruit( for my case)

den 3rd meeting presentation den mi n eileen went down buy drink for team duno wad coz they answer correctly our question...

den aft skool 10 of us was all set for dinner out .. haha but we gamed before leaving ..... heading to Far East... Sakura muslim thai restaurant.... nice food...
den walk arn far east.. den to lucky plaza den to TAKA's best denki.. lol

we sat at best denki like its our home .. the full HD tv are so cool...



1st up ! nurez n adham!


den i got bored and took the seasonings


FOOD!!! ALL LOOKS YUMMY!!

1st: ARdi's Pineapple rice

Ian's beef fried rice



Enuice,Adham,Gina, Jacq 's Hor fun


Mr yandao kenneth's fried rice


Nurez's hong kong bee hoon


Heiqal's tom yum fried rice

and MY Dried Beef Kway tiao(howeva u spell that)



all of us !!!(ardi ian mi ginachan~ nurez adham jacq eunice heiqal and kenneth)



the crowded Taka... that i saw... everyone are like ants...


Ian on his U-robic he rode it like....3 to 4 times.. and he said: "shoik sia i wan buy"



thats all good nite a few of us meetin tmr haha ... tc good nite...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
1:00 AM

well let talk bout today !! its science.. yet im nt really good haha coz its bio and i sorta duno aniting but its about heredity so with help from adham mil and kelly we were all good haha... yea ... fun coz we talked alot lol....
11 of us went lunch at w4 ...
if im nt wrong lol...
den was like learnin alot of things.. yup presentation was ok so day was nt too bad i muz say .... aft skool a few of us stayed back .. game game game LOL..

ya den left for home at duno wad time..
well today rj is nice to write lol

What traits would you like to pass on to your offspring?
haah think today rj shld be nt bad haha ...

okok let stop here... gonna go do rj .... look thru 6p and slp early...

tmr ent....


tc everyone...

what is going to happen?
well i duno... something does nt happen now...
y nt tmr... everything is so unknow...
alll i can do i wait and see....

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:31 PM

hi ppl lol...

well time to update on monday n today lol...

since like last friday n monday i was like lazy to go skool on mrt ... so i told dad to send mi to skool and it was good haha coz i dun haf to walk so much but no diff even if i do walk all the way .. coz im stil tired..-.-.....

ya so monday ... communication was good.... normal? juz that XX got abit pissed wif adham grp for going to toilet when its their turn to present... nth much .. juz that a few of us dota during 2nd break den after that go eat ...

today ... was FUCKING BORING .. cog..-.- THX TO THE FACI !! ROAR.. YOU SUCKS... dun even do a thing... and u dun make lesson interesting not even try to....
ya can tell everyone was bored.. coz we were basically quite quiet during 2nd meeting...
den den den ... 2nd break 12 of us if i nt wrong maybe less.? went to w6 to eat.. and i still dun like the food there except drinks.... prata... fruits... thats all..-.- had meepok coz ardi say nice so try try lah.. but i dun think it is T.T... somemore duno y i cannt finish...
den den den den den... 3rd meeting blah balh blah presentation went well.. and and and after that dota.... den 6+ left klass we went home and nth else...


oh ... June did alot of things out of boredom... background for mi... and also ... some confirmation thingy=.=.. here they are...





ontop!!! is the background ... main reason to hypnotize mi to train her charc-.-...
i olweas do that ... so dun even need hypnotize

BELOW... wad she did today .. juz to do wad?. confirm that i will let her leech =.=
and that is oso wad i have been doing ROAR!!!.. dun need to confirm ... even if i dun confirm still muz let u leech de rite?...





hmms...hope everythings good.... ^^ for u ...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:31 PM

hi ppl... something left mi puzzled ytd.. even till now..
wad a weird way to ask something i really find it weird
... really... about a question asked to me... totally left mi puzzled...

well ytd was quite ok?... gamed till 12 but end up slp at 1 coz lie on bed toss n turn .. till 1 am -.- 5.15 woke up... prepare to meet yk n the rest... at jp den off to punggol... todays woke was ok.. coz we were totally occupied... 350+- ppl came... so keep doing n doing...

den went T3 again popeye.. which tells mi im sick of the kind of chicken popeye n kfc serves... YUCK!!!....

den headed home ... now here i am... going to slp soon....


that question u asked..
left mi puzzled

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
4:35 PM

woo juz finish gaming lol.. wad a no life .. well dun care but its fun aniway
suppost to be awake and 9 den overslptps hime... who sms mi at 917.. i din hear it... woke up at 1037 if i nvr rmb wrongly... haha do rj short short one... den go play loh.. haha play for like4 hrs.. lol fun fun..
den aft that i went reading alot of things... well
aniting..


its been long... very long..
but it seem to be progessing to the stage where where is so far
u,
us,
everything,
even the simplest hi bye might be diff.. from now on
but if it haf to be it will be...
tc hope everything i good for u

tc ppl...

and WATI "ThX" for saying it out haha but dun mind lol

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
2:30 AM

well the weeks been quite good i guess... juz gonna blog bout ytd n today maybe?
ytd
woke up leave home den 1st msg come i feel good haha ... hime sms mi wish mi luck for ut haha ty....
ut was diff... coz i duno alot of things...
aft UT left klass.. headed for outram.... for dental ^^ 6 mths since i been there... Dr koh says everything is good... retainers need to be worn oni at night now!! yeah! but bad thing is got wisdom tooth at lower right liao WTf... shld i take it out or not?
den saw yeewen there too BOOBOO!! so long nvr see u le lol nt very actually...
den we happen to be under same dentist...haha

den went home slp.. wake up play Latale wif himesama... as we both said we would... den play play play den 1am den slp lol...

den today ...
day was good i muz say ... maths was easy... den adham nt in klass so abit quiet.. but in the end still ok...
1st break a few went to get something light den ..2nd break almost all went down but nurez was alr eatin in klass... nana nt going coz see wan go somewhere den sameen meet frenz so the rest of us went to W4 eat so nice.... funny things happened there haha dun wan say haha... keep it there and its enuf haha

den we went back klass... do ppt here n there and done !!
so presentation was good and everything was nice w16k is getting more n more noisy which is good coz we are a quiet klass... LOL... yet all very nice ppl ^^

aft that meet justin n zul we go eat den go home loh...
thats all... gonna go slp now ltr den wake up... do rj n Latale
as planned wif himesama LOL

GRATZ last day ofwork for u himesama!!!

and HAPPY FRIDAY to everyone
... esp to W24d if u rmb how we came to haf this day haha^^

im here and always will be ...
but i wondering ...

tc bye!!

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:52 PM

well today skool was good i guess? like very funny yet slpy too LOL

wadeva it is .. tc ppl... gonna read thru 6ps now... tmr ut...

tc...

thx himesama... chatting these few days wif mi haha ...ty ty

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:49 PM

hi people...
today was ok.. i guess.. work was ok...
nuer called near midnite... din know coz i was aslp... sowie..
so woke up den go work...
den aft work eat den go home simple...-.-...
den
reach home play Latale wif himesama...
going to play again ltr...


eaten dinner everyone?.. hope u had urs..
...i had mine.... well..

now am i searching for an answer? an answer to everyting?... to all the questions i haf?...
well nth else.. gonna rest for awhile now...
tc ppl bye...



i thought thru alot..
found alternatives.. but i cant choose any..
cant decide...
and i cant do it either...
coz about u ... somethings hinder.. some dun
but when i think of the hindering parts..
i get so scared... so
now here i am ...
yet olweas saying im here for u...
i really am..

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:13 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAy TO OCTOBER BABIES!!!
well.. stole pics from heiqal... haha hope he dun mind im lazy to get everythin from duno howmany ppl...

den .. ya friday math/computting which is soso... yea slacked 1st break.. den 2nd meeting mi adham n ian told faci we need go get cake... den ...... we rush haha... hot sia!.... lol the weather is damn hot... maybe coz we rushing oso.... haha... den
took bus back coz we are in packed time... heiqal need go prayer... den as much as possible dun leave ppl out.. so ya ...

oct babies... : jacklyn,wesley, nana and wati...(in no particular order)
oni 2 came which was wati n nana... haha all in all fun ^^...

den aft skool mi adham ken n justin go eat at cwp.. den go home...

kk today basically was TOTAL bad day for mi ... woke up not good mood...
go work.. we all lost in some fucking place...
den .. after work go expo... buy things... den nt alot coz duno lah...
den ... go home... reach home fucking tired...
but dun y i dun wan to fucking slp.. =.=...
kk i shld stop ...
i dun like to use it in my blog for wadeva F-ing reason...
den .. Hime... oso sad lah den i olready sad.. den listen even more sad though i dun mind coz... im willing to listen to aniting...
den ya... juz now go buy peanut for dad... coz he wan eat.. den after i get liao i stay at that place like i duno where the fuck i wan to go... which is home obviously but duno y for that moment i wonder ard like a lost guy ... wadeva
den came home ....blah blah...


done...


i know wad us really happening
everytime "half alive" plays tear will gather at my eyes...
coz it says..:" i was trying to disappear .."
and so on.....


and one more thing...
i rather if there's something ...
i seriously rather u tell mi...
it makes it all easier...


im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
10:11 PM

wellmorning ppl... now... wake up alr... woke up at 515... prepare to go work alr...
den ya.. ytd klass celebration october babies wooooo

pics will be up later .. which actually i haf some but i dun wan to post take frm other ppl better...
cont blogging ltr i think..


hope everything go well bah .. currently nt in good mood ytd oso... alot of things lah.. so juz hope everything go well...



we have our reason for things...
there is one from u for wad u are doing now...
one for wda im trying to do now...
and my reason is simple n u know wad it is...


im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
5:26 AM

well back home.. klass ended at 4 but aft presentation was talking to june on msn haha ... she scared the shit out of mi for being fierce... coz both of us was bored n tired... so i disturb her ... den she act angry wwif mi wtf... den was talking bout her projectmates... i listen i oso wtf kind of teammates she have sia... alot of things lah.. feel bad for hime but she replied her fren in a nice, sweet, straight and evil way haha expected of her... ^^..LOL...

klass wasnt that bad today juz that was more quiet as all of us were tired.... mr prem is like becoming more and more slack in a way i dun feel as stress alr....
2nd break was looking for more j drama to watch n i found alot to.. so maybe i will be more occupied n not disturb ppl....
but disturb hime confirm can coz she will be bored.. lol...


so presentation was like piece of cake kinda thing.. duno dun care oso... den ya after klass cs..cs..cs..cs..cs... until 5+ mi wati n adham go CWP order cake for tmr ^^.. october babies... tmr's party!!....come to think of it i think we lack something but aniway gonna as wendy tmr can let mi n adham off early or 2nd meeting anot....

need go take cake...
den came home......... rained... yup drenched.... but its ok .. i dun mind ...
yea thats all... tc... bb.

if wad i said made things take a even greater change which is bad
i rather i nvr said them...
but its ok i dun really regret saying them
coz they are how i feel..
and sincerely love u..

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:53 PM