hmm... well... last week of hols... its tueday 3.36 am ...
for like the past 4 to 5 days well... was kinda closed in i think.... din have someone to chat wif or maybe i oni had 1 person i wanted to but that person was missing for that same amount of days ....


wel..these few days .... i've been thinking.... will it really be better if i din meet her... i duno ... it juz seem so ... fade ...
everything... as if everything lost its life... or i say no matter wad it is i think its dead aniway .....

well... ok lets stop here.... facing insomnia like everyday?... kinda its olweas i cant slp i cant slp these things...
coz my mind is fullof lingering thoughts.... waiting to be told yet it cant be ....
so let it be ... i olweas say and now letting everything be at its own would cause so much damage after so long.... it sucks....

every holiday seem the same except one....
and thats the most enjoyable one i had ....

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
3:35 AM