well hi ppl....

well cant help animore... holidays are olweas the days i look back
well i went back digging thru my memories...
lol i make it sound like i have a room i enter for memories.. well i mean my head den ..

they dun feel so pain animore as i look back...
i wonder y... even if everything that i so dear,precious.. all seem like nth animore..
i look thru the days.... i asked... izzit even possible to show the same?... i guess its no....

i asked a personal qn had my personal doubts....
think of other solution... and said let it roll by itself... its out of control...
some day before.. i found out the impact of memories itself isnt as hard as impact of places u had there...
coz taht particular day in dad's car i saw that place... tear started flowing that night unknowingly...

well lets blog bout ytd now..


nth much ... 12am was discussing wif wati about bbq on her bdae.....
lol.... den slpt lik 1+/2? den woke up do nth.... den went nig hse... until 5 left for jp to get my $$ den went back nig house den eat everything go homeat at 11 i think... den the night was like smsing GC LOL......
and ginachan~ is back.. haha form m'sia...lol.....
reach home onlne chat wif gina den nth le... den slp? woke up.... look out window at the sky... thats where wadeva happened on top happened i mean the looking back part...



kk tc bb ltr gonna head down to parkway ... sighs..

its like a place that i cant nvr reach out to...
unless you reach out for mi too..

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
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