wonder...... and wonder.......

but i just dont know wad im wondering......
maybe its bout her .. i really dont know i feel like im gonna explode anytime....
spent whole night in GE nth loh like normal i stare and stared.... i duno...

let stop 4 awhile let update on this week... mon MT O levels... okok loh quite ok
tues went to lio hse aft skool tennis..... wed aft skool went hme askin mr chua cani stay at hse doing dnt... thurs no skool went to lio hse TENNis.....is fun and worth it... Fri i din go skool and to that IDIOT i wasnt sick due to rain .....lazy to say too... den ms lau called my hse tellin mi to go skool?! u crazy?!!!!?!!
saturday whoole day at hme till night evenin met wif WY and BY... soon den JY ... den ate the peeper lunch its damn nice and filling but Ex too... den aft that we went to find jacklyn and BBQ!! lol it was endin and we jux went there to say hi to her family but in the end we were the last 4 sittin there roastin our Rocky mountain mushies!!! and By look like cavewoman!!!... haha den she gt shoot by jacklyn's dad so damn funny!!!... den went hme at 10++ late 4 that day le.... den mi and jy decide to chiong MRT!!! and he keep sayin i emo........ den reach hme ... bathed.....
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WONDER!!!! AND WONDER.....
i din sleep 4 e whole night and i wonder i duno izit bout her ? bout the person i am now? bout THAT IDIOT(hope not waste of time)? and if its bout her... i shld be bout that day which is 29 may.... shld i have told her should i haf asked aft telling her... and if i did wad will happen? .... in the end i told her but unprepared 4 wadeva answer..... and so im wonderin shld i ask... now... or shld i wait?....
jus still afraid of that thing that i duno and i nvr felt before.....

and bout the person i am ? telling myself: U can die .. U SUX!!! hopeless.... useless... studies sux in the whole family... not takin amath wadeva F*** kk

aft all this thinkin i dun think im in the mood 4 today....... BB
b...b

note: those that need relink i relinked... and to those that i am afraid of hurtin/ or afraid of mi hurtin u try nt to talk to mi den... as easy...

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
7:12 AM