keas erm how do i say???

im like abit confused still the same bout nth?

maybe its bout something that i duno haha
hmmm i feel so dead in my world of feelings i guess it jux seem too difficult to get my control over it

ihaf been online frm noon till now been like so 'dry' cox jux so suddenly tears flow down ... seriously i wanna change alot maybe really i aint really a person to trust i guess if wad i said i correct tell mi

tho i cant wait for sec 1 orientation to come its like im dying for it and now it seem like i really wanna die at this very moment and i dun wanna say i haf no regret cox i will haf but i rather die and seriously! wad am i typing!! Piece OF SHIT!!!
subconcious mind of mi i guess a half splited mi


a problem wif mi split personality jux that oni ppl know mi can see when im splitted nvm i dun really hate or like being a split i guess...

hmm its a new year but all the past memories keep revolving in my mind can thus i cant change but i'll try wif a promised kept

bye nite tho im nt slpin i guess?

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
3:19 AM