stay forever with me

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

I dun wanna leave plzzzzz unless she's wif mi

Plz Saturday dun come so early hope that it was last month :(
juz miss her so much she's the only person that affect mi the most other den my parents but i juz wanna be wif her juz 4 1 more day or juz at the V last minute i board the plane plzzzzzzzz i juz beggg of this to all gods i realy mean all

these few day cant stand it body really actin V wierd cox of Anti-malarial pill hate it
cox i dun want her to worry too much due to side effects been havin headaches , feelin giddy lately even feel like vomitin these are low side effecs oni but i lasted 4 3 days le i told Mr neobout it he say he will askin his nursin fren hope dun need to go but cant cox i really want to help them BUt i still wanna be wif her
DAMN U miss FONG 4 the stupid KL trip makin her nt being able to be goin 4 thailand trip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

since thats the fact den i haf to accept it le tears juz flow down while typin this
i juz dun wanna leave her i dun feel safe when i juz nt in the country that she's in except KL cox i been there lots of time

yesterday mornin went ti ICA buildin wif da sao and da ge she's there but later haix she rushed down juz 4 us and dun wanna make mi / dao sao bored
we went to eat at beach road the hawker center there
she dun feel like eatin but the fact is that i really dun wanna eat cox of the side effect but dun wanna make her worry so ate chicken rice lor cant help juz eat lar
after eatin finish my rice my chicken meat still gt alot den da ge and da sao want mi to feed her i know that she dun want cox she cant eat le and i know it i was bloated too but dun wanna waste food eat as much as i can but in de end da ge and da sao finish which is even better den went to tampines mall shoppin

went to the precious thots shop inside gt lots of thingz but alot of precious moment thingz (most of them)she like it so much bt nevertheless mi too haha cox i also like precious moments thing haha but dun haf even 1 cox juz seein and buyin 4 ppl is enuf le haha.....after that meet up wif thailand Com. service ppl den dey all keep sayin they extra so i also dotz lor nvm but when reach the seperation part she and da sao went to beach when there isnt 1 but due to wrong information thats y dey went back to shop haix when we seperate i keep lookin back at her haiz

after that i started feeelin unwell again side effect even nw at this moment i still hafin side effect but better le

Darling , dun worry i'm fine k?
miss u and love u lots lots lots lots lots and 4eva

take care to all espcially dar

bye thats all gonna update soon again haix

Dun wanna leave her
Time i hope u can slow down
Need to be wif her as long as we can
Juz dun wanna leave so fast
Patiently wait 4 8 days to go
Den gonna see u again
Love u alweas ...
...
Dar

im HERE and ALWAYS WAITING
9:14 PM